~sUka-suKi~

UJIAN

2012-01-28T21:34:00.002+08:00

ada seorg sahabat pernah berkata kepada aku,

"kalau ujian sekecil ini pun boleh buat aku menangis,agaknya macam mana thp iman aku?sbb Allah SWT pernah berkata yg Dia akan menguji seorg hambaNya mengikut kemampuan dan tahap keimanan."

di dalam hati aku pula berkata,jika wanita setabah hg yg bila di uji dgn perkara yg besar mampu untuk mengawal pemikiran dan emosi,alangkah malunya aku yg bila mendapat ujian yg sama,aku tidak mampu untuk menghadapinya dgn rasional.

aku ada pandangan sendiri mengenai ujian yg di turunkan.

sebagai mana besar pun ujian yg Tuhan turunkan,semua itu subjektif.

lain org,lain ujiannya.

THINGS

2012-01-24T10:07:00.003+08:00

CARE

i care.

seriously i care.

i just dont know how to show it.

SORRY

i wanted to say sorry to everyone.

i wanted to make things right.

so many bad things i have thought about them.

but,i always say sorry.

xke org rasa bosan bila dgr lagi?

LOVE

i dont know what is this really could be.

TRUST

big problem.

i cant find a suitable person to trust.

i trust people who trust me.

FRIENDSHIP

appreciate it if u want to be appreciated.

apparently,there is a big war in myself right now.

Loser Like Me

2011-11-20T17:47:00.003+08:00

i dont want to be a loser before fighting but i dont think this is the best thing to be fight for.i still have things i havent done.i still have amanah tht i havent grant yet.i want to be sincere in my relationship but sometimes it disturb me how to get along with ppl.i am not what i am.im a person who will follow my heart desire.im not using my mind in making decision and i end up stuck in the midst of problem..i hate myself for being tht person.i hate myself because i cannot do something the best for my own life.how i expect ppl to like me even when i dont like myself?

My buddy+like-a-brother

2011-09-16T22:42:00.002+08:00

hye guys..while im posting this post i was in the midst of disaster..so stress about studying for my midsem..im doing this post pn sbb nak hilangkan ngntuk skjp..bdn penat,otak jam..so,take time to relax a bit.. haaa..siapa kah lelaki di sebelah aku ni?? boyfriend?abang? tidak sama sekali..no way he will be my boyfriend..there's a too large barrier between us n definitely his not my brother..x pnah pulak aku tau aku ada abang sepanjang 20 thn aku hidup kt dunia ni.whatt??!! 20 tahun dah?? huuuu :'(

well,this guy name is ti jian lim..the closest chinese guy to me..we've been friend for almost 1 year..(i think so)..this guy aaa very kuat menganjing woo..hahaha

tp kan bila die menganjing,sume org x lrt nak mrh die sbb dia buat muka innocent..

x sampai hati nak marah..hahaha

his specialty is he has some kind of his own language what i call 'bahasa TI' ..k,jgn marah aku..lawak je..

every person has their own side..some side of him i already know and some side of him i dont know because kiteorg pn baru get to know each other and i know if we continue get closer like this im going to dig ur true self and secret...muahahahaxD..ok.gurau lagi..but,i really have good time while being his friend.well,till here then,good luck la bro in ur midterm exam and future exam or in whatever u do. u always hv my pray for u.remember that.Peace!

nota kaki 1 : asal dlm gambar tu aku nmpk penat?

nota kaki 2 : mana aku campak clutch heart shape tu ek?? :s

nota kaki 3 : awat lin pny muka mcm tu? xD

Count On Me

2011-09-10T16:55:00.003+08:00

haaaaa..nmpk sgt aku stress sbb baru la terhegeh-hegeh nak update blog..dah dkt 4 bulan x update blog..last time aku update time cuti sem..skrg dah nak exam mid sem dah pn sem yg baru..hihihi..well..biase la org bz..cet..btw,nothing much to update pn cme nak dedicate this video to all my friends..i love u all from my bottom of heart..good luck with the exam next week..sume org mesti boleh pny la.. :D

Akak Aini~

2011-05-18T00:00:00.005+08:00

aku ada seorg kawan..

die nih pade pendapat aku amat menepati cita rasa aku if aku nk cri sorg calon isteri..*eh,jap..aku ni normal ke x?*

die punya gaya bahase amat menarik perhatian sapa2 pn yg bercakap dgn dia..

baik,sgt bertanggungjwb,mesra,peramah..cukup sifat untuk jdk calon isteri..hehe

*weh..aku puji nih..*

bila dia senyum..tu diaa..nmpk taring..tp xpa..tu sume pemberian tuhan..hihi

tp..kalau aku di beri peluang mmg aku grab dah die nih...xtau knape..arrrr.hahahaXD

untung gilo laki yg dpt die nih..my pesanan tu her..u r a great woman my dear friend.

ppl who get you will never regret their decision.how u manage ur heart,life,friends is what i hope i can be like tht too but it is ur trueself.nobody can be like u.ilysm ;)

nota kaki : burrpp..maafkan saya~

20 Petanda Anda Single

2011-05-17T07:57:00.003+08:00

1. handphone entah mne korg campak.setiap pagi pn kene cri sampai bawah katil.

2. hari ni topup rm10,dah sampai expired day pun still tggl lebih dr separuh.

3. asyik fikir idea cmner nk pedajal kwn2.

4. status kt facebook selalu di update.

5. keinginan nak stalk org kt facebook tu melebihi paras normal.haha

6. terlalu kerap hangout dgn kawan2.

7. boleh tidur lena hari2.

8. asyik dok usha abg bdn ketak,mata seksi.mwahahahaXD

9. ttbe rase jatuh cinta kt vlogger2 yg cool.:D

10. NERF lg penting dr segala benda.

11. selalu sendawa psl x yah pk nk jge imej dpn boyfren.

12. sesuka hati melabel org lain bini/laki die.kalau satu x pe..ni siap kene penuhkan kuota.

13. fire org x teragak2.

14. dapat pancini dr admirer,senyum melebar satu hari.ye la,kalau korg dah berpunya mesti korg x rse pape sbb bf korg bg byk hadiah.hehe

15. selalu menerima ayat2 berbunyi begini, "eh,single dah?boleh x aku nk masuk line?"wakakakak

16. selalu buat ayat pasrah.

17. setting rambut berjam2.ye la,kn single.kene la jage imej sentiase.kang jtuh saham ssh..

18. pelupa.sebagai contoh,ltk kunci kereta kt dlm kereta yg sudah berkunci.psl bile single xde org yg nk ingatkan selalu.

19. kalau kawan2 xde kt sisi,rasa mcm nk mati.

20. sentiasa rasa di sisihkan?bwahahahaXD

nota kaki 1:post ini adalah rekaan semata2.tiada kene mengena dgn yg masih hidup atau yg telah meninggal dunia.:D

Hak

2011-05-09T14:46:00.002+08:00

juz finish my physical pharmacy paper..

not doing really well but alhamdulillah,dah buat yg terbaik.

ye la..bygkanla..nk pegi amek exam nih..ade 2 chpter utama x baca lagi.

mesti kalau org bce nih dorg akan kate cmni "pandainyeee..x baca pn boleh jwb." (nada menganjeng)

meh sini aku nk ckp sumthing..

mmg mulut korg tu ade hak pn nk ckp ape2..bercakap adalah hak asasi manusia kan?

tp korg ade hak ke nk kasik org yg kate die boleh jwb exam tuh sakit hati?

mana tau bkn niat die nk riak atau berlagak ke ape..

just nk express perasaan die yg terlebih stress psl x abes study lagi..

ni aku bkn ckp psl diri aku..aku dah muak+puas dgr ayt2 touching nih..

xpyh ckp tgk reaksi korg pn aku da boleh agak ape korg nk ckp..

so,xde mkn2 dlm lagi dah..

mesti korg ske tgk mke org yg ckp die da abes study tu bengang ngn malu kan?

padahal die x ckp pape yg salah pn..

demi menyedapkan hati korg yg xdpt jwb tu..korg bg org lain rase teruk pulak..elok sgt la tu perangai?

mmg aku pn kdg2 rase,yaAllah riaknye die nih..x bce boleh jwb pn nk kabo satu dunia..

tp,think +ve je la,jauhi buruk sangka kt org..

mgkin btol2 tu perasaan yg die rase.siapa tahu kan?

aku ni byk sgt 'mungkin'nye

mmg arr..kite bkn tuhan nk tau ape yg org rase dan fikir.

betul x?

do you wanna know what i think about love?Its HORRIBLE

2011-05-02T09:46:00.002+08:00

damnit.

what am i doing?

tomorrow is my final examination and im updating blog?

sumore wanna story bout love and feeling??

i think i just confused with my own feeling these few days..

aishh..im a very simple minded person.

when it come to this relationship thingy which totally the most complicated things could happen,it makes me confused and stuck.

i dont know what to do.

the thing is i cant read ur movement..

sumtimes it looks like ok..

but i think the reality is,it just a normal thing for u.

it is a normal thing for me too..

but maybe you came into my life when i was in heartbroken state..hahaha..LAME..

im using you to conceal the pain and sadness..

im a bad person huh?

maybe its time for me to get over you.

let u free and wont bother your life again.

thx for the short happy moment.i do enjoy being ur friend and to tell u the truth i really want to get closer to you but for the moment its better if i back off for awhile.thx again :)

Memory

2011-04-29T12:38:00.003+08:00

Nur Muhammad Fauzan,

this is for u :)

thx 4 being such a best friend :')

u ask me to forgot all of our memory before this and start a new life but the memory is the only one tht i hv for me to make u one of the precious thing tht i hv in my life...

There is a place i so long for.

A place where i find only happiness.

Though you are not here.

I'll keep my promise for you

and live my days with a smile.

For when my journey ends.

I will find that place again.

By your side.

Nota kaki 1 : best friend forever?

End of First Year

2011-04-26T08:19:00.004+08:00

hye encik blog~

lame x update awk..

now dah dlm study week untuk second sem..

uish...cpt btol mse berlalu.

da nak abes first year..rasenye mcm bru je smlm buat update psl first month kt cucms..hehe

first year ni byk bende best yg aku lalui..its like an enjoyable year for me..

never feel stress melampau..(ade la sket mase midsem 2nd sem..)

knal kwn2 yg super awesome..

crushing on a person tht at first time i thought he is chinese..(siyes..x tipoo..klu korg first time tgk die pn mesti korg terpk cina..xde lnsg mke melayu..)

and he is from faculty medic..*woot2*

hang out every week..wait2..

i think almost evryday..haha

alamanda tu da macam pasar minggu dah untuk kiteorg..

kl xyah ckp arr..

tp..siyesly first year aku mmg best..even its end up with sumthg yg agak menyedihkan tp..come on la..hidup nih pnjg lg..simpan sket perasaan sedih tu untuk kemudiaan hari..hahaha

for this closing of first year,i know a new friend..and surprisingly i feel very comfortable with him eventhough at first we know each other for just 2 hours..

i dont mind if he doesnt want to hear wht im saying or merepek-ing..i just like to talk to him..

(hehe..sorry kalau aku meng-annoyingkan ko..)

but to my other friends,dont worry..i know who i am and we r not more than just a friend..and it will be.....

study week,study week,study week..

sume org pn bz and huru hara..haaha

ni pn aku curik mase sket nak update blog..release stress jap..ngeh3..

k,dah..nk study...bye~

rupa org sibuk study

Bila Aku Sudah Tiada

2011-04-24T13:40:00.001+08:00

Bila, aku sudah tiada
Simpan semua lagu ku
Jangan di tangis selalu

Mungkin, itu sementara
Bila jumpa pengganti ku
jangan di lupakan aku

Pagi itu indah seperti biasa
Tidur yang lena terhenti di sana
Layap kuyu masih tak terdaya
Bukalah tingkap mu
Curahkan cahaya…

Siapa yang sangka
Bila tiba masa kita
Untuk pergi selamanya

Takkan terduga
Jika saat ni
Tuhan tentukan
Aku lah orangnya

Gelak tawa tangisan yang hiba
Kenangan kita masa di dunia
Alangkah indahnya jika
Kita mampu hidup selamanya…

:')

Platform

2011-04-11T18:24:00.002+08:00

dear blog.

just a short post.

beberapa hari lepas aku ttbe rasa aku there is no platform for me to express my feeling tht time..

not facebook.not twitter.not even in this blog.

i dont know why.

i really want to express it because mmg dah x thn nk smpn sorg2..

i dont let it go to my friends or family becoz i know it will juz troubled them.

they have their own problem too.

Pieces of Life

2011-04-07T18:09:00.003+08:00

lame sudah tidak update..hihihi*ketawa gedik

nothing interesting happen lately..

juz hv fun as usual with friends..

on weekend..x weekend pn have fun jgk..

alia2..bilo nk tobat..

okeh..

ari ni first time bwk kete auto!

kete hajar atiqah..cuak arr beb..

mne pna bwk kete xde clutch..haha

mmg awkward gile..

tp aku kene blaja bwk demi study week aku..

cukup ke 2 mggu?

ntah la..takot jgk aku bwk kete org nih..mcm naek public lg selamat kot..tp buang mse and tenagalah..

adoii..

xpa2..hendak seribu daya x hendak seribu dalih..XD

haha..sekarang ade satu budaya tgn di bahu mata ke atas among kwn2 aku..

bdaya ape tu?meh3..tgk video nih..

haaaa..dpt msg?

kdg2 tu smpai jdk bahan dlm kelas...

Seketika Di Rumah Frodo

2011-03-28T19:57:00.003+08:00

hye encik blog:)

hari ni dua kali saya update awak..

hehe:D

tp sekarang saya nk cerita benda lain.

pernah x korg pergi umah org tp korg rse cm kt umah sendiri?

haha..

xtau la,semalam malam aku ngn bbrp kwn singgah jap kt umah sorg member classmate kteorg nih..

sampai jek dpn pintu umah,mak die sambut kteorg ngn senyum..

time salam mak die tu siyesly rse gile cm salam tgn mak aku..

aku x tau knape..

ttbe rse excited+gembira mcm balik umah sndri..

homesick ke aku?(bru mggu lps blik kott==')

family die nih mmg superb la..

akak die pn best..

dpt ceramah free :D

tp kte2 akk die mmg bg semangat baru kt aku..*oke,poyo jek*

hahahahahahahaXD

(mesti haizal nyampah bce bnde nihXD)

tp sambal mak die mmg best..

sambal udang kot..lme x merase

teringat kt mak aku..huuuu:'(

pas bgtau result ari tu..aku x call lg mak aku..

mak ade call tp aku x perasan..

pastu da xde..

tgk mak haizal aku teringat mak aku.

rse sayu jek ttbe..

mak,minta maaf..alia lalai kejap..

alia x sggup nk ngadap mak..malu..

skrg ni pn alia bergantung pd Tuhan nk dptkan semangat balik..

kwn2 byk tolong..

byk sgt..

mak x yah risau..insyaAllah alia akan cbe lakukan yg terbaik:')

2011-03-28T17:32:00.002+08:00

hye encik blog:)

pna x awk rse bile awak tag sumone kt fb or anywhere tp org tu x reply or give any response to ur post but org tu pulak pergi response kt status and cmmnt org len?

eh,encik blog mne ade fb...

hehe

mmg terase kn?

xpe2..mgkn die pnat or mls nk lyn ke ape..

biase la klu jdk sidekick jeh ni..

besenye mestila org2 top yg dpt reply dr org laen kn?

hahaha..*tacing la siot*

ni la hidup kwn2..

org mesti cri yg best aje..

siyes..

mmg saya x tipu..

cbe compare..

klu korg di beri pilihan nk kwn dgn org yg best,funny,happy go lucky ke or org yg nerd,pendiam,x ske bersosial,poyo,penyibuk?

haaaaa..

pilih3..

tp kdg2 tuh maybe sbb kwn2 kite sibuk..

xnk di ganggu..

xpn status kite yg mmg LAME thp ape..

saje nk cri attention..

hahaha..(aku akui bende tuh)

tp..

lately..

aku rse happy sbb aku ade org di sekitar aku..

yg aku boleh ajk ketawe..

tease..

gadoh..

sumtimes sampai aku rse "eh,dorg x ske ke aku ckp2 ngn dorg?"

sampai satu thp yg boleh bt aku fikir,

mgkn dorg x selesa aku asyik approach dorg..

and menyibuk..hehe

tp bak kte sorg member aku,lebih baik ko jdk penyibuk drpd ko keep rage pk psl masalh tuh..

tp aku sgt2 x ske nk menyusahkan org..

maybe klu aku rse cm da melarat sgt..

slalunye aku akan back off..

aku xnk org len rse menyampah ngn aku..

lbh baik pk masalah drpd bg org benci kt kite.. :D

Enjoy

2011-03-26T18:28:00.002+08:00

when first time i heard u like other person

i dont know what to think

actually there is nothing to think..:D

u know he like other person.then,

back off lah!

hehe

my friends said tht u have to fight for ur love

hahahahahahahahhahahahahahahaXD

bullshit la statement tuu

ok,agk kasar di situ..

i prefer keep it deep inside my heart and look forward..

mmg la a bit suffer..

tp,

times will change everything..

he is happy now..

so,be happy for him..

love is something tht u are happy if he or she are happy. :)

hmm..

how i miss my life b4 this

wake up in the morning,

smiling and having a thought tht today will juz be another great day.

happy 24 hours..

dont have to care what ppl will say to me..

smile,smile,smile

and enjoy my life to the fullest..

but..mcm ape org ckp..

hidup ni mcm roda..

x setiap hari kita akan happy..

dan x setiap hari kita akan sedih...

so,bile ade masalh tu..

bersabar la..

setiap bende yg terjdk kt kite,ade hikmahnye..

juz keep berdoa kite akan terus jdk kuat pd mase hadapan

aicehh..sesi motivasi ke ape..

dah,jom enjoy lagu nih:D

AkuStatik

2011-03-26T02:32:00.002+08:00

wish there is somebody playing this song for me..heeee:D (juz wish laaa..)

Is it that hurt?

2011-03-21T01:02:00.002+08:00

hari ni lagi seorg kawan aku menangis sbb sumone yg die pernah syg.

is it tht hurt?

love and being loved?

i dont know wht to say becoz i never felt it..

i never get such attntion from anyone..

it always me who love or having a crush on other ppl..

haha..lame la siot..

kepada tht kawan,

kuatkan hati..

kalau die nk buat kau sedih..jgn risau..

aku ade nk buat kau gembira..haha..(bajet bagus la izzah ni)

aku sedih tgk ko nangis tp aku x boleh bt ape2..

aku xtau nk ckp ape sbb aku xrse ape yg ko rse..

ape yg aku boleh buat hny aku keep ckp aku syg kau sbb aku nk kau tau ade lg org yg ingt and syg kau..

please jgn nangis lagi..

please........

nota kaki 1: i know there is another friend of mine having his own problem.i dont want to push u storying to me.what i can say is kuat kan hati.semua masalah dtg dr Tuhan.so,penyelesaian nya jg daripada-Nya.Keep praying. =)

Kacau

2011-03-19T10:24:00.002+08:00

remember when i was 15 years old?

mak,abah..alia turun kelas.

ape?

ape nak jd??

ko x blaja ke x?

ko bt ape kt kelas?berangan jek ke?

hishh..ko ni menyusahkan mak bpk btolla..

2 days after that..

mom was admitted to hospital due to hypertension..

abah : ur mother felt sick bcoz of u!

she cant accept tht u failed to maintain ur study..

remember after taking the pmr result?

7 a's only?

kenapa x dpt 8 a?

ssh sgt ke?

alah..jgn harap la nk dpt mne skolah asrama dgn result cmnih..

remember during ambil spm result?

"alah alia..5 A jek?"

mom doesnt smile at all..

her face full of disappoinment..

"u r our only hope to see one of our daughter to study oversea..

now u ruin it!"

abah ckp..dulu da bg peluang main2..

pastu da kecundang bru nk menyesal..xde gne dah..

first semester of matriculation result

i got 2.8 and mom doesnt reply any of my msg or even try to call me..

abah just send one msg asking whether im pass or not..

and im 300++ km away from them..

when i go home for raya haji..

the first thing i do was hugging my mother..

i cant stand seeing her face with the result are bad in my hand..

my tears drops and i cry for the whole morning..

wht i really hope is i can bring the bez result for my mother whenever i came back home..

i want to see her smile and congratulate me for the first time ever in my life..

i never be like my two sisters..

they were strong women..

they capable to make my parent happy and satisfied with their life..

now,how the hell am i going to tell my mother tht i failed 4 out of 5 paper for the latest exam???

what will be her response?

will she be sick again?

i know..

this is all my fault..

i kept thinking sumthing ridiculous during the examination..

abah da pesan jgn terlibat dlm hal2 mcm tu..

aku mesti x boleh thn..

i tried abah..

i really tried my best..

its juz dont want to go out from my mind..

what should i do?

i really dont understand.

Reality

2011-03-15T01:37:00.004+08:00

we r selfish, dun u agree wif me???
we always think about how bad we are, how tough luck we are..
If we can be more rich, more lucky,
everything goes smooth
dun u think it's perfect?
mayb all 'd give yes.
of course.
who wants live in
a house without atap...
who doesn't want
a banglo or a big car..
BUT,
it's everyone's dream..
ever we think abt the another community in the other side of world.
we r human.
we r from the same origin, god creates us..
our job is not to be rich, but
to be helping whom having problem..
human are created to see the not reality..
the thing is we hv to learn to see the reality n the truth meaning of it.
den only,
we can knw better abt the world..

Originally written by,
TI JIAN LIM

Nota kaki 1:he's using bahasa TI.so,u need to read from the bottom of ur heart,then only u can understand.XD
Nota kaki 2:sorii ti..hehe

Torture

2011-03-12T13:32:00.003+08:00

pernah terfikir x bila korang torture diri korang sendiri,lagi sng korg nk lpe kan somethg?
aku x pna try tp inila yg aku tgh bt skrg..
aku thn lapar sampai 2,3 hari..
tido lambat gle..
kdg2 tu x tido pn..
pastu esok wake awl gle then x continue tdo dlm satu hari..
pastu mlm tu tido lmbt lg..
bt sampai otak dan kepala korg rse cm nk meletup..
in tht way,aku x kn ade mse nk tringat bende yg aku nk lupekan tuh..
sound stupid rite?
tp sampai bile aku boleh tahan bt cmtu?
sampai da rse nk mati bru nak stop?
BODOH!
mmg x de akal lansung bt cmtu..
org len ckp aku ni emo melebih..
tp ape yg korg tau?
kalau aku sakit,
biar aku sakit sendiri.

ada sorg kwn aku ckp aku ni cpt gelabah bnde2 cmni..
wey bongok,ko bygkan kalau aku x avoid dr dlu..
aku dok terhegeh-hegeh,
pastu kau nk tgk aku jd cm dlu?
hati batu,keras hati.muka tebal?
sengsara hidup budak tu..
sekarang ni aku cm pk perasaan die jek..
keselesaan die nk teruskan hidup.
kau ingat aku suka ke bende2 ni jadi kt aku?
kau ingt aku x pna cbe nk buangkan perasaan nih?
kau tau x bende2 nih beban bg aku?
aku x suka!
aku x suka!
aku cme nk hidup happy tnp bende2 cmni..
bukan aku x bersyukur dgn anugerah Tuhan,
tp kalau bende ni jdk beban..
mksdnye apa?
pk2 la sndri.
sepanjang2 msa lepas aku x pernah letak harapan
tp sekarg nk cuba letak harapan pn aku takut.
terlalu takut..
ia sakit..sangat sakit...

nota kaki 1 :no comment

kalau la babad bukan hisyam

2011-03-07T03:34:00.003+08:00

its been a really hard job to keep a plan as a totally secret..
well..its actually easy if the person who involve in the plan is not tht outstanding.
to tell the truth ive been planning all these for almost 2 weeks.
and in the meantime i really hope it will go smoothly.
when the day of the plan had arrive..my heart was so in rage?a bit like tht la..

hmm..bila plan tu tgh berjalan
mcm2 pulak org yg cbe kcu..
setiap org yg terlibat dlm plan tu di tny mcm2..
haizz..x leh bg org sng sket ke?
sian kwn2 aku..bru nk enjoy tbe2 ade gnguan lak..
xpela.they just curious i think..
wat everla..jnji da berjalan lancar..

ok.who is hisyam?
who is babad?
definitely they are NOT a different person.
but different name shows different personality.

from my eyes..
babad is a very cheerful guy and think he has a half demonic heart..T_T
eventhough sumtimes i think he quite rude,insensitive,and emo but deep inside his heart he is not like tht.
one day,he shows the other side of him when i heard the way he talks to one of our friend who is sick.the way he talk was soft and gentle.its shows tht actually he has a good heart.and for me as long as u hv a good heart,how bad is ur personality doesnt count anymore.it is not me trying to judge ur personality bcoz only God and u know urself better.
babad always smile and laugh.but sumtimes his eyes doesnt show he actually happy.
hmm..perasaan aku je kot..

from what i know..
hisyam is a decent boy,optimist,a version di mana org xkan sangka inilah babad yg dulu..
totally different and im scared to talk about it becoz it is a past..
but bad..kalau ko ckp dlu mse jdk hisyam ko xde kwn..tgk la sekarang..
sume org pn sayang ko..bile ade org fire ko,ade lg yg nk defend ko..
bile ade sorg yg nk tgk ko hurt,ramai lagi yg nk tgk ko happy skrg..
ur life getting better rite?
and all this thx to babad..ok..post aku cm da berbelit..jap2 babad,jap2 hisyam..amende nihhh??@_@

ok..sbnrnye bt post nih sje nk bt post special bday babad nih..
haha..k,bro..epy bday la ye..21 eh??wahaha..
tua2..(at least tue dr akuXD)
no emo2..XD
be happy always and do enjoy ur life.:D

soree,kek rosak siket:D

Bad

2011-03-03T22:33:00.002+08:00

i feel bad.
i feel really bad right now.
im sorry abah.
u want to treat me but i refused.
i know its not always i came back home.
but tonite is juz not the night.
i felt terrible thinking of problem tht may came in the future.
it was all my fault if tht thng happen.
no need to blame anyone.
if i hurt means its my fault.
i dont resist it myself.
serve you right Izzah.
you deserve to be hurt.

Right To Be Wrong

2011-03-03T15:22:00.003+08:00

gelapnye walaupun baru pukul 3 lebih..
hujan pulak mcm malu2 nk turun..
guruh petir je melebih..

biase nye aku jarang buat follow up psl post org lain..
tp this time ade satu post dr sorg kwn aku yg aku rse terkesima skjp bce post die..
okay..aku x tau ape hal yg da terjd kt fb bru2 ni di sbbkan ego+bodoh+sombong+emo terlebih pegi deactivate kan fb sminggu..
ape yg org tu ckp sumenye benar..
iman dan Islam kte bkn hak manusia untuk mngukur..
hny Allah SWT sahaje yg LAYAK mengukur tggi rendah,kuat lemah iman dan Islam nye seseorg tu..
aku nk olah isu ni pn rse mcm x lyk lagi sbb ilmu belum penuh di dada..
risau jika tersilap kata..
tp yg pastinya kita jgn judge org based on luaran sahaja.
ade org yg suka bergurau dan niat dia hnyalah untuk menghidupkan suasana tp di salah anggap oleh sstgh pihak sbgai menghina..
aku pn pna lalui bnde ni..tp kite tau niat kita..
dan Allah pn tau niat kita..
mgkn kita silap..so..kita belajar dr kesilapan tu..
you always have the right to be wrong
mistakes taught us to be a better person.
without it you never grow up.

nota kaki 1: sebokk jgk nk bg komen.=='
nota kaki 2 :sshnye menaip dlm gelap ni..(pegi la bkk lampu sengalT_T)

Heart

2011-03-02T15:35:00.002+08:00

dup dap dup dap...
jantung berdegup.
kenapa?
kenapa jantung aku keep berdegup keresahan?
ada yg sakit kah?
ada yg tgh bersedihkah?
kawan.kamu semua ok kah?
hope semua ok.

kadang-kadang kita x tahu.
ketika kita tersenyum gembira,
ade kwn2 kita yg tgh berduka.
mereka x tunjuk kerana mereka tahu sahabat2 mereka akan risaukan mereka.
mereka tidak mahu bebankan kwn2 mereka.
mereka simpan air mata mereka supaya tidak tumpah di hadapan sahabat2 mereka ini.
sahabat yg sebenar sahaja akan perasan perubahan mereka2 ini.
sahabat yg sebenar sahaja akan keep setia berada di sisi mereka walaupun mereka ini tidak menceritakan masalah yg mereka hadapi.

sahabat biasa akan memanggil kamu dgn nama yg sweet2..
sahabat sebenar akan memanggil kamu dgn apa shja pggln yg mereka rsa sesuai dgn kamu :D
sahabat biasa akan dgr masalah kamu.
sahabat sebenar akan bertny adakah kamu mempunyai masalah?
sahabat biasa akan menyokong apa shja kenyataan kamu.
sahabat sebenar akan membantah kamu jika dia rsa kamu salah kerana mereka tahu apa yg terbaik untuk kamu.
sahabat biasa tahu bagaimana hendak bergembira dgn kamu.
sahabat sebenar tahu bagaimana hendak bergembira dan menggembirakan kamu tatkala kamu bersedih.
sahabat biasa expect kamu sentiasa berada di sisi dia.
sahabat sebenar expect dia sentiasa di sisi kamu.

nota kaki 1 : kawan.terima kasih.

Bo-Lagu

2011-03-02T12:10:00.003+08:00

sunyinye rse ddk sorg2 nih..
hmm..bile da sorg2 nih..
mule la pk bende2 yg x ptt di pikiaqkan..
dah2..jgn dok pk bende yg melemahkan jiwa nih..
jom lyn lagu lagi bez~

xdpt cr lirik die la... :(

nota kaki 1: blog ni under construction.masih tercari-cari wajah yg sesuai.:)

The Dancing Demon

2011-03-01T17:01:00.003+08:00

mimpi adalah kunci

2011-03-01T12:48:00.003+08:00

bgn je pagi..
tgk phone..
WTH???!!
12.09 pm???
hoih..ko tdo kayu ape??
dkt 12 jam lebih tdo..
apehal ntah =='
yg aku tau mcm2 bende aku pk smlm smpai x lrt da otak aku nk memproses segale bende tu..
tp mostly bende2 alah tu x relevan pn nk di fikirkan..

tpkan..
siyesly..
starting cuti ari tuh..every nite aku mimpi psl classmate aku..klu x nite pn..tdo tgh hari pn mimpi dorg..
knape ni?
setakat ni ade 3 org yg berulang dlm mimpi aku..
of coz im not going to mention it here..tu membunuh diri nme nye.. XD
tp yg the latest nih agk menyentuh hati aku..
rse cm nk nanges bile teringat..
ok..its just a simple dream but it really touched me

in tht dream..
as usual we in one gang girls + boys (u know who u are)
ddk la mkn2 cm bese kt satu restoren..
thn the topic is..'kalau kos farmasi ni kene buang org cm kos medic tu,korg plg nak sape kene buang?'
and jawapan yg keluar dr mulut dorg amat lah unpredictable..
biarlah aku gantikan nme dorg dgn nme pendek2 k?
si fizo ni ckp yg org yg plg dorg nak kuar ialah si abu sbb die ni plg x boleh nk masuk kepala..
pastu ade lak yg menyampuk ckp si mamat sorg ni plg x boley thn ngn si abu ni..
dorg dok kutuk2..tp aku x bpe sure ape yg dorg kutok tu..
aku rse cm sedeyh gle sbb aku bru nk rapat ngn si abu tu dan aku lnsg x rse abu tu terok..
in reality life pn ok..
walaupun abu mmg la cm plik sket..tp xde la pelik mne pn..
aku x ske klu ade perpechn among us..esp yg rpat dgn aku..
aku da rse yg korg cm adek beradek aku..
sbb tu aku x boley terima bile ade maen ckp2 blakang nih..
korg kutokla aku yg aku ni lembap ke amende ke..
tp kalau melibatkan kwn2 aku..sorry to say..korg mmg cri nahas..(uih..bajet gangster)
maybe aku sorg je rse cmni n org len anggap aku invisible among them..but its ok..im used to it..
i always try to put my friends above myself...
itu prinsip aku dlm berkwn..
sbb tu rsenye ade org anggap aku ni meddlesome sbb keep tny kwn2 aku dorg orait ke x..
kdg2 aku rse aku ni mcm busybody pn ade..haha

abes kalau kau aje yg ambil berat psl dorg,sape yg amek berat psl kau?

well..as a manusia..mesti la aku nk ade org amek berat psl aku kn..tp aku x kesah pn klu xde yg berminat nk tau psl aku..as long ppl around me are happy,i will also be happy 4 them..
pandai2 la nk hidup kt dunia ni..xkn everyday pn nk depend kt org kn? :)
oh..melalut ke laut da byk dah..
back to cite mimpi td..
hmm..cmtu je la..bile aku tersedar jek..aku termenung jap atas katil..
aku pk2 balik..mimpi je kot..yg aku nk gelabah sgt apsal?
tp kalau btolla in reality pn cmtu..xtau nk ckp ape..
mntk di jauhkan la ye.. :)

nota kaki 1 : ni bkn psl bdak yg rse di sisihkan tu ye..
nota kaki 2 : brotherhood.sisterhood.(please dont destroy it with sumthg ridiculous)
nota kaki 3: ape yg jdk kt Facebook eh sekarang?

Bila Cinta

2011-03-01T00:52:00.003+08:00

Bila cinta kini
Tak lagi bermakna
Yang ku rasa kini
Hanyalah nestapa
Ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu

Dulu kau tawarkan
Manisnya janjimu
Yang ku sambut itu
Dengan segenap hatiku
Bila engkau pergi
Tinggalkanku

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hingga ku memilih
Cinta yang fana

Perginya dirimu
merobek jantungku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan
Uuu…
Dalam harapan

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*lagu ni asyik maen kt pale otak aku..

xtau la pasai pa..

ade wire putuih kaa?T_T

melalut ke laut....

2011-02-28T20:03:00.002+08:00

maybe ade yg terase bce post ni..
mnta maaf awl2..
aku pn x sempurna mne nk ckp mcm ni..
tp bile hati dah kalut ngn serabut semacam tu..
ape2 yg kte bce pn nmpk negatif kan?
so..tenangkan diri,bersihkan jiwa untuk bce post ni ngn lebih positif..
chill...

bila dah mlm2 cmni..
ddk la aku ngadap adik aku yg darjah satu tu buat kerja sekolah..
teringat zaman2 dlu..
siyesly aku dlu mmg plg pemalas buat keje sekolah dlm kelas..
kecik2 lg aku da pandai create excuse x siap keje sekolah..
jht siot aku..
yee..dlu mmg aku bkn bdk baik..
aku pna kene belasah ngn bpk aku 20 kali rotan sbb menipu,,
time tuh drjh 3..
tp everythg pn start kt situ..kalau bpk aku x rotan aku time tuh..maybe sekarang aku x jd org..
diri aku sekarang di bentuk ngn pelbagai bende yg aku blaja dr life aku..
aku menolak idea semue bnde kte boley belajar kt dlm kelas,sekolah..
x..hampir 80% bende yg membentuk aku adalah based on experience aku,observation aku..environment..
so..jd la aku sorg yg x ske bg tumpuan dlm kelas..hahahaXD
xde la..
aku da lalui mcm2 perkara..
sumtimes prinsip or pandangan aku tu x btol and akan ade event yg akan membtolkannye..
aku penah rse knape mak bpk aku cm x pedulikan aku.
aku penah rase kenape kwn2 aku mcm abaikan aku.
aku penah rse kenape org yg aku ske x pna skekn aku?(yg ni Lame gle)
aku penah rse kenape parent aku x pna congratulate aku on everythg yg aku dpt.
aku penah rse kenape aku xde ape2 bkt compared org len.
aku pna rse kenape life aku sucks gle..
aku pna tau cmner rse bila ko trust and depend on sumone tp last2 it destroy u.
aku pna tau cmner rse bile antara 2 bende yg ko nk..due2 pn x dpt..
mostly aku jmpe jwpn kepade soalan2 tu..
and sume nye balik pd diri kite..
sama ada kite redha atau tidak ngn bende2 yg jdk kt kite..
kalau kite redha..insyaAllah kite boleh teruskan hidup dgn lebih tenang dan gembira..
tp kalau x..mula lah mcm2 penyakit jiwa yg dtg..
kecewa,risau,sedih,keliru,marah..
and selalunye bende2 cmni kite end up dgn salahkan org lain..
knape?
knape nk libatkan org lain kalau ni masalah kite?
see through ourselves first b4 do a judgement...
maybe btol tu kesilapan org lain..
tp..to motivate our soul..
doakan yg terbaek untuk org tu sdr kesilapan die..
ni x.. dok merungut2 ja..
apa dpt??haprak la nk dpt ape2..
dpt dosa kering ade le..
ok.. melalut ke laut dah..

nota kaki 1: sori arr..aku mmg jenis yg x tau cmner nk ckp baik2..or dlm kte len ..aku x semestinye akn sokong korg klu korg ade prob..judgement yg berat sebelah hny akan merumitkan masalah..
nota kaki 2 : sbb tu rsenye diam adalah jln terbaik ntok tidak merumitkan maslah..
nota kaki 3: sumpah merepek.. XD

confuse

2011-02-27T22:59:00.003+08:00

betul ke tindakan aku ni?

aku x kn menyesal ke buat mcm ni?

aku tau perasaan menyesal tu akan ada sikit..

tp perasaan takut tu lebih besar..

experiences taught me really well..

never chase anymore...

sabar izzah,sabar..
this is not the time..
ni semua mainan fikiran je..
bkn x hargai perasaan tu..
tp kau lebih tau kan ape yg akan jadi kalau kau continue fikir?
kau lebih tau kan ape akan jadi kalau ko teruskan perasaan tu..
kau nak sakit ke gembira?

ntah la..aku cme pk..ade 3 thn lebih lagi nk cntinue study kt sini..
dlm tempoh tu jgk aku kene ngadap die..
boleh ke?
aku nk ckp ngn die pn ssh..
die nk ckp ngn aku lgla harapan negare..
asyik2 aku jek yg approach(walaupun xde la byk mne)
mesti die rimas kan?

sumpah terhegeh-hegeh..
xyah arr weyh..
die x pk pn psl ko time die free ke ap..
ko x desperate pn kan?
ape ssh..
belajar..bzkan life ko ngn kwn2..
future kau lg penting kot..

heww..pnat la wey..
pnat sgt..cmni lebih baik x yah ade hati ngn perasaan kalau asyik bg sedih jek..

x baek dowh ko pk cmtu..
bersyukur arr ko ade hati ngn perasaan..
tu semua anugerah Allah tau x?
bygkan kalau die x bg ko hati ngn perasaan...
ape nk jd ngn dunie nih??

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korg ni ade masalah racist ngn gender ke?

2011-02-26T11:22:00.003+08:00

mmg da xde keje kn..

asyik update post..

ari ni tggl sorg kt cyber..(tertinggal -_-')

ari ni meh kite lihat sekitar2 kwsn hidup kite..

ala..bende2 ni normal la berlaku..kdg2 kite x prasan pn statement cmni ade kuar dr mulut kite..

tp tu la mentaliti..

jom kte tgk beberape situasi.....

1. kalau ade lelaki yg bg bunga kat perempuan...

-korang mesti kate.." alolo..cweetnyer..."

tp kalau pompuan yg bg bunga kt laki..

-"asl dowh minah nih...tergedik-gedik cm monyet"

2. kalau lelaki mencarut

-"alah..standardlah laki mencarut..bru macho.."(macho la sgt ==')

kalau pmpuan mencarut

-"mak bpk depa x ajaq budi bahasa ka?"

xpn...

"ni stok2 minah rempit nih.."(amboih..ske2 ati jek nk cop org minah rempit..)

3.kalau lelaki tegur org2 yg agak kurang sopan

-"bgslah die ni..suke menegakkan perkara yg baik."

tp..klu pmpuan yg tego..(xyah tego arr..tgk semacam pn da cukup)

-"perghh..bajet la gile minah nih!ingat die baik sgt ke??@#$%%"

4. kalau ade lelaki yg mintak tolong

-laju je sume org nk tolong..

tp klu pmpuan..

-mcm2 alasan la kuar..

"aku bz la wei.."

"aku ad discussion la wei.."

"aku pnatla..kelas sampai ptg.."

hah,ape lagi????

5 . kalau lelaki tulis blog gne ayt2 yg tajam

- org akan ckp "cool la mamat ni"T_______T

tapi klu pmpuan yg tulis

-"ek eleh minah ni..die ingat post die best ke?post kambeng aku lagi bez!"

pelik dowh org2 cmni..

racissttt gileerr..hahahaXD

nota kaki 1: korg rse sape yg lebih racist?laki ke pmpuan??XD

makhluk suke GIGIT tiang

2011-02-26T01:37:00.004+08:00

yiehaaaa..orait~

exam da abes dah..

but..seriusly..xde cnfidnt lnsg untuk exam kali nih..

xde rse ape2 lnsg..

rse cm world going to end..so,xyah memberatkan kepala pk hal dunie..XD

sbnrnye entry kali ni ade kene mengene ngn sorg klasmate tp die x bg permission lak publish gmbr die..konon x nk jdk bhn eksperimen(eksperimen ape ntah -_-')

juz decribing him a little bit..

orgnye kecik jaa..comey la(kunun2nye)

tp kecik2 cili padi ..

pandai maen gitar wooo die ni..

ade satu time tu die maen gitar mse celebrate bday classmate buat aku terkedu jap..

s**t,asl die hebat douh??(PHD da dtg)

hahahaXD

lagi satu die ni..klu men bls2 komen kt fb tu..msti plg pelik arr..

huruf kjap kecik,kejap besar..pastu ade bracket2(konon bg explanationla)<---contoh cmni XD

haha..byk lg boleh tulis psl die nih..tp aku xnk lebeyh2 lak..kang ade TIANG UMAH AKU KENE GIGIT..XD

nota kaki 1 : ok,aku x mention pon nme ko.

nota kaki 2: mntk ampun byk2 tuan punye bdn...hehe..

nota kaki 3 :rse cm nk tukaq hp num ngn dectivate fb.

Thank You God

2011-02-24T17:14:00.002+08:00

today,
i saw you again.
thank god.
u r smiling.
eventhough u dont know it was me,
but i really hope u can feel much better right now.
smile and laugh suits u more.
once again,thank you god.
U gave him a strong heart as he can manage to be happy once again. :')

Please be happy

2011-02-23T12:37:00.002+08:00

i saw ur face..
it shows sadness..
but i can only see it from far..
i dont have the guts to ask u..
may i ask u now?
why?
i tried to care but it seems like there is a barrier between us..
an invisible barrier that i think i personally create to avoid u from coming into my life.
hope u can smile and do enjoy ur life to the fullest.

aku gila.kau gila tak?XD

2011-02-22T17:06:00.003+08:00

juz a quick post..

ok.. today i wanna talk about a friend..

a sweet friend..(sweet la sgt..)

her name is anis chan..(die bg permission ltk nme die..)

die nyer suare nyaring nk mati..

sakit telinga dowh..

tp mke die comel sgt sampai aku nk marah pon x sampai hati..

structure jari die sgt pelik...(menyebabkan die ade masalah pilih kasut.)

die ade skandel dlm kelas kiteorg ngn tuuut..

tp aku x cye skandel2 nih..cececey..XD

aku bdak baik..(siyesly menipu!)

uih..klu x baek mmg aku bhn ko kt sini kan?

hehe..(xpa2..next post)

nota kaki 1 :ko jgn risau,xdak org nk emo ngn aku klu ltk gambo ko kt blog XD

nota kaki 2 :aku nak lifeeeeeee aku balikkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!

Revenge is Sweeter - The Veronicas

2011-02-18T15:47:00.000+08:00

I saw it in the news
You told me they were wrong
And I stood up for you
'Cause I believed you were the one

You had all the chances in the world
To let me know the truth
What the hell's wrong with you?

Are you even listening when I talk to you?
Do you even care what I'm going through?
Your eyes stare and they're staring right through me
You're right there but it's like you never knew me

Do you even know how much it hurt,
That you gave up on me to be with her?
Revenge is sweeter than you ever were

I'm so mad at you right now
I can't even find the words
And you're on the way down
I can't wait to see you burn
You try to make me hate that girl
When I should be hating you
What the hell's wrong with you?

Are you even listening when I talk to you?
Do you even care what I'm going through?
Your eyes stare and they're staring right through me
You're right there but it's like you never knew me

Do you even know how much it hurt,
That you gave up on me to be with her?
Revenge is sweeter than you ever were
(than you ever were)
Revenge is sweeter than you ever were

Nothing can save you now that it's over
I guess that you'll find out when you're no one
Don't say you're sorry now 'cause I just don't care

Nothing can save you now, nothing
Nothing can save you now, nothing

Are you even listening when I talk to you?
Do you even care what I'm going through?
You're eyes stare and they're staring right through me
You're right there but it's like you never knew me

Do you even know how much it hurt,
That you gave up on me to be with her?
Revenge is sweeter than you ever were
(than you ever were)
Revenge is sweeter than you ever were

reasons to forget you

2011-02-15T23:03:00.003+08:00

salam..

juz a quick post sementara menunggu Alhakim Jelani menghantar beliau pny PBL part..

sindrom ber-facebook semakin parah apabila org mule menghantar komen serta membalasnye walaupun masing2 hny ddk bersebelahan or dlm satu rumah =='

dan otak ni masih pening 'cmner nk bt conclusion klu content pn x tau pape?'

oh..otak yg bijak di perlukan..T___T

juz dpt satu pengajaran malam nih..

JGN SSHKAN ORG LEN KLU RSE X NK DIRI DI SSHKAN.

xtau mne dpt..ttbe je dpt..

hmm..

tuka topic.

dlm status aku ari tu aku ade tulis 'i need a reason to hate u'

well actually not to hate u but more to forget u..

i want to forget u so that my feeling towards u can be demolished.

urgghh..

and guess what?

i found 2!

1) u r too cute.ppl like u will never even give a look on me.not try to be UNconfident but..its juz a reality.

2)i dont feel the presence of u in my life.u r juz sumone tht i can look from far and ..........

speechless..

nah..dont want to think about it anymore..

nota kaki 1: tired...very tired...

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2011-02-13T02:02:00.002+08:00

its been a week already after my CNY break..

this whole week,i dont know why i was so hyper and happy..

it was like there is nothing that can make me sad..

i dont know why i wasnt thinking about my coming examination..

i dont know why i wasnt thinking what others ppl says about me(ko ngumpat?kutuk?maki aku?ko punya hal la?ade aku kesah?XD)-teringin doh nk ckp cmni kt org len..

am i an attention seeker?

nah..dont think so bcoz i dont like people to get close to me too much..

im worried..

i might hate them..

but why?

why when i was with ppl,

i feel really2 happy and nothing would stop me enjoying my moment but when i was about to sleep..my heart feels so lonely..

it was so painful until tears keep rolling on my cheek..

i dont know why..

my heart says they were empty..

they need sumone tht i really trust to fill the emptiness..

a friend told me..

blog is like his besfren..

he can 'told 'his blog watever he want..haha:D

i was soooo jealous with him..

he hv the whole courage to do tht actually..

and im not..

i dont hv the courage to speak out my feeling..thts why la org slalu pijak kepale aku..

dorg slalu ingt org cm aku xde perasaan sedih or marah..like loser la cmtu..

tp dorg xtau btpe pnat n pedihnye nk jge ati dorg sumer..manusie x kn pk selagi dorg x terase sndri..

nota kaki 1: emo la gile post ari ni..

nota kaki 2:berterabur doh english aku.. =='

:D

2011-02-10T22:22:00.005+08:00

assalammualaikum..

haizz..td pagi punye la byk idea nk update post..=='
ttbe mlm nih lost dah sume..
pasai pa?
xtau la..
mkn semut byk sgt kot.

hmm..what a nite..
stressful..guilty..x sdp ati..
what will happen 2morrow arr?
only God knows..

ok..rsenye xder post menarik yg boleh di buat..
juz something yg aku n member aku bt time boring kt kelas microbe..
org soh blaja kteorg dok pkt pegi bhn org..hehe..

ni bru real faceBOOK!

opss..page seterusnye x dpt di upload sbb ade bende censored..miahahaXD

i love you till the end of my life

2011-02-03T21:10:00.003+08:00

salam..
hahaha..
ntah kenapa rse nk ketawa n senyum jek sepanjang hari ni..
mcm2 bende berlaku ari ni..
tp aku rse mcm bende tu x la menghancur kan hari aku..
korg pna rse x cmni?
rse happy sgt smpai korg lggr kereta org pn korg boleh nk tergelak lg..
eventhough assignment x sentuh lg..aku masih mampu tersenyum dn ketawa ngadap youtube ari ni..
hahaha..mmg sungguh x berguna diriku ini..XD
thx to DEKO sbb post video yg sumpah kelakar gilewwww!
aku pn xtau dowh ape reason aku sampai happy cmni..
aku cme rse yg aku da lme x gembira..
tp tula..org2 tua pesan..jgn gembira sgt..nnt ade bende yg sedih berlaku..
ok2..istigfar2..

well..actually today was a very special day for me..
its my very beloved one bday..
my mother!

happy birthday mak!!!!

syg sgt kt mak...sgt2 syg..
well..everybody loves their mom rite?
but i dont think anybody would understand how much i love and care bout my mother..
dlu..aku sorg yg suke sgt memberontak..
aku rse xde org pn boleh nk faham aku..
aku nk freedom dlm bt decision aku,...
aku suke x nk dgr ckp mak aku..
aku sorg yg ssh sgt nk luahkan ap yg aku rse..
aku slalu anggap yg mak aku x pnah tau ape yg aku nk..
then..one day..somethng terrible happen to me..
b4 this,if this 'thing' happen,i can manage it myself..
but this time maybe bcoz i'd put lot of my trust to this person,
i'd lost my life..my world become dark,dull and gloom..
i lost my hope,ambition,self-confidence..
i become who i never knew b4..
i really thought there is no one besides me tht time..
but..thre is..my mom..
she's the one who always by my side when i was alone..she's the one who give me back my hope to live in this world..well..ofcoz..all that came from THE ALMIGHTY ALLAH and it was sent by my mother..i was really grateful to have such a mother to be my mom..haha
now,i cant think of dissapoint her..
i must do my best for her to see tht im happy living in this world..
im not gonna be sad for STUPID things anymore..

nota kaki : kalau dulu..mak marah mesti aku rse cm menyampah gle..tp skrg klu mak marah..aku rse happy and juz ketawe sbb aku tau..mak aku marah mesti ade sbb...bkn saje2 nk marah..ade phm??

first post in 2011?

2011-02-01T22:42:00.002+08:00

assalammualaikum.
yes..definitely..this is my first post for this year..
very lame ohh x post kt sini..
ok..thts the thing that i always said everytime i updating my blog..
well i dont really mind actually about my blog bcoz i know there is no ppl would waste their time reading my boring story life..
and i really dont know what i should really put in my blog..

have u ever think ppl updating their blog when they have slightly emotion tht are different as usual?
well,maybe its juz me..
have u ever felt tired bcoz u cannot let out ur anger?
im no good in talking,no good in argueing
and im not an interesting person..
ppl surely doesnt want to hear anything bout me.
lately..lots of negative thinking are surrounding me..
i cnt take things as positive as what i always do.
feeling of anger,desperate,dissapointment are lingering around me.
i always want to look the best in front of crowd..
but the results is,i cannot do it.
i always felt there is no ppl for me to be depending on..
well,sumtimes human need to be appreciated by others.
this is what i dont feel rite now.
at the same time,i feels very exhausted hiding my real emotion..
i really scared of losing friends around me.
i dont have the opportunity to be my self bcoz i know who i am and how they are...

xde tajuk

2010-09-15T10:02:00.005+08:00

salam~

whew..saat aku menaip bende alah ni,

aku x abes lagi jln beraye..

tahun ni rse mcm beraye sakanla..

pnat kot aku..

dr blik kolej 2 ari sebelum rye..

dok sebok kemas umah..

pastu rye pertame pg2 bute terbang ke batu pht..

rye kt sne sampai nk putus kaki..

raye ke 2,sebok mengemas umah lagi tok satu majlis keesokkan harinye..

pastu rye ke 3,majlis akk bertunang..skali la open house sumer..

ramai gle org dtg..pnt gile aku..sume yg gile2 arh..huhu..

pastu esok..rye 4,dok berjln beraye ngn member..pastu shopping jap kt CS..huhu..sempat lg..mlm lak beraye umah sedare..

pastu ari selase gerak ke cyberjaya..balik kolej jap anta borg ptptn..pastu gerak balik kg kt perak trus..sampai ari khamis..

pastu tggl jumaat,sabtu n ahd..ahd da kene balek kolej..

dan yg plg best skali..satu assgmnt pn aku x bt lg..n aku x stdy lnsg tok mid-sem..

waaaaaaa~!!!!sape nk tolong aku..

dasyat gle3 aku x bt ape2 lagi nih...hukhukhuk..:'(

aku tukang snap...

ok,off cte ari rye..

everytime aku gi umah sedare mare or kwn2,

sume mesti terbeliak biji mte n satu soalan yg sme mesti terkeluar..

"ape da jadi kt ko ni alia/izzah??"

aku hny mampu tersenyum dan ketawa..

ye..kpd kwn2 yg da lme x jenguk aku tuh..

jgn terkejut klu nmpk bdn aku da naik gle2..

mendadak kot..hahaha

nk kte aku sng ati..xder la sng mne pn..

juz aku rse cm xder masalah nk pk..so..aku mkn le byk2..

ade pulak le cmtu..

mak aku da bising2 bdn ank dara ape yg gemok sampai cmni..

kikikki..pning gak la aku pk salah ke berbdn beso??

hmm..ntaher..mentaliti org kot..

die takot aku x dpt jodoh sbb gemok sgt kot..xder mknenye..

ap ade kt rupe??

yg penting ati baek...ececece..

ntahla..manusia zaman sekarang ni laen sikit pemikirannya..

x kuase la aku nk pk2 lg.

amboi mcm minah joyah dok mengomel2 ni..kihkihkih..

siyes entry kali melalut jek vbyk..

cm xder pekdah pn tulis2 kt sini..

bahase pn tunggang langgang..hmmm..

da..xder bende nk ngomel..SALAM!

berakhirnya Ramadhan,menjelmalah Syawal

2010-09-09T13:24:00.002+08:00

assalammualaikum..
pantas sggh mse berlalu yee..
rse mcm bru je start puasa..tup2 da nk raye dah..hmmm..
so,mksdnye hampir sebulan aku sambung degree..
hmm...cm hebat je kan bunyinnye..
tp aku rse cm masuk skola balik..
siyesly..hahaha..maybe x rse lagi yang hardcore subject kot..huhu
even i didnt fulfill my dream,i felt grateful that i hd a chance to continue my study until this level..
whew~its a very rough time for me to achieve this level..i was aiming for sumthg else but this is what Allah wants to give me..definitely,there is a lot of reasons behind this.
He has His own way to treat us,His humble servant.
i always remember what a friend had told me last few years,"semua perkara pasti ada hikmah di sebaliknya.mmg kita x rse kebaikan sesuatu itu terjadi pada ketika waktunya,tp suatu hari nnt,kite akan nmpk hikmahnye..bykkn bersabar :)"
i've been through a lot of new things this ramadhan,meeting new friends,adapting in new environment etc..hope it will be a good start in my degree years as it is in this very blissful ramadhan.
ok..off story psl degree life..mcm xder story sgt pn sbnrnye..
hohoh~ok taon ni raye kt kg kt bp jek..but first day raye kt jb..
so.......sampai2 jek umah dr kolej da kene kerah tulang enam kerat tok kemas umah..adoi x thn cek..habuk bertimbun2..mcm x pna sapu umah ni slame 1 taon..isk3~
byk gle kot perubahan kt umah..bru sebulan aku tgglkan umah..
but b4 all tht,ive received satu berita yg mle2 aku ingt akn rosakkan raye aku lagi taon nih..tp alhamdulillah..i manage to received it with full of my heart..ececece..x bley bla ayt..
bende da jdk..nk bt cmner..redha je la yer..hope korg bhgie sampai ke ank cucu yee.. :DD
the saddest part is...aku x tao nk story bende alah ni kt sape..rse cm x seswai jek nk bbnkn org len dlm mood2 nk raye nih..bio la eden tggung sndrik bt mse ni yek..
arhg!!hectic!hectic! keadaan kt umah aku nih..bersepah!!
huhu..sdey nye bln pose ni..x sempat merase bubur lambuk..huaa!! :'((
lalutan aku da semakin melarat..
huh~

okla..hv 2 end it now..lots of things 2 do..
well,i juz wanna wish SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI,MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN..
kpd bdak2 bpharm first year cucms..my COMRADEs for 4 years..(jgn lpe study tok mid sem n bwk bju cntek2 tok jamuan raYE..) hahaha:DD,
semua yg mengenali insan yg comel ini(bweekk!) ,
sedare mare n semuenye la..terutama all the muslims from the whole world..
di samping ucapan ini,ingin di sertakan permohonan maaf sekiranya diri ini ade terkasar bahasa,tersilap budi bicara,terlebih poyo dan itu menjengkelkan anda..saye mohon maaf lagi skali k?
ok then,till here i think..
hope can see u guys in the next post..InsyaAllah..
wassalam....

lets senyum=)

2010-07-27T22:29:00.004+08:00

smile.smile.smile.
thts what i kept repeating to myself..
its hard to keep on my life without smiling.
i,once decided wont smiling to others again
coz i thought nobody would never appreciate my smile eventhough they say so.
but the thing is smiling sincerely would definitely make ppl who sad a little happier,ppl around you more comfortable etc.
and it is not hard to smile.
and it will definitely not going to make you tired and cost u anything.
when u have problem,just smile and anything would be OK!:DD

huehuehue:DD

bile da kekontangan idea

2010-07-27T21:26:00.002+08:00

izrin oii..gomen!bru la nk buat tag ko..x prasan pon yg ko ade tag aku..hehehe..

btw thx!at least ade bende yg aku nk post kt sini..

1] Adakah anda happy sekarang?

biase saje.tiada perasaan.

2] Apakah benda yang boleh membuat anda happy?

anime,manga,org2 korea yg encem..huhuhuh

3] Pernahkan anda menerima tag?

penah..tp berzmn yg lepas

4] Nyatakan warna yang anda suka.

putih n cheerful colour.ecece

5] Berikan 9 orang yang anda mahu tag. Sila beritahu kepada orang yang anda mahu tag supaya dapat respond.

1)amer..pdn mke kene bt due kali..hahaha

2) ayin!
3)iezza!

4)liyana!
5)rose!
6)kim!
7)fawa!
8)syahmi!
9) aku x tao da nk tag saper O_O

7] Nyatakan sesuatu tentang orang yang anda tag. Nak tulis panjang berjela pun takpe, asalkan anda happy.

*kpd 9 orang ni..bt la klu nk bt..x bt pn aku x kesah..hohoh..and aku xder pape yg nk nyatakan kt korg..otak da beku..lme suda x bercontact dgn dunia luar..

18] Ni soalan cepu emas nih. Adakah anda happy dengan apa yang anda ada?

insyaAllah.. :DD

realitinye...

2010-06-04T14:12:00.003+08:00

alia : adek,knal x sape hang tuah?

dina : x knal...

alia : knal x spe hang jebat?

dina : x...

alia : hang lekir?hang lekiu?hang kasturi?

dina : *geleng kepala laju2*

alia : adek,adek knal x superman?

dina : knal2!! *sambil mulut tersnyum lebar*

alia : batman?spiderman?

dina : kenal sgt!!

begitulah sahabat2..realiti bdak2 zaman sekarang..hai..

**dina di atas adalah seorg kanak2 perempuan yg berusia 6 thn dn sedang menuntut di tadika yg bedekatan dgn kwsn rumahnya.

sesuka sesuki...huhu

2010-05-30T00:22:00.002+08:00

salam..
dah lme rsenye x menaip huruf2 di blog ni..
al-maklumlah..menjalani proses pemulihan..hehe..
siyes,kering idea nk menaip di sini..
hmm..xpelah..moh ler kite cte sket2 perkembangan semasa..
isu lesen perjudian bola..korg stuju ke?
mcm mane ye seorg yg beragama Islam,mengaku tiada tuhan selain Allah SWT,Nabi Muhamad pesuruh Allah tergamak meluluskan lesen perjudian ni?
jika bkn di kalangan saudara seagama kite sekalipun yg meluluskannye bagaimana dgn pemimpin teratas yg terang jelas lg nyata bahawa mereka adalah saudara kite?
tidak di didik agamakah mereka semua??
bknkah judi itu sudah terang lg bersuluh adalah haram??
agama mne yg bg umatnye berjudi??
huh..byk nye persoalan..well,korg pkla baik2 jwpn tok persoalan2 aku tuh..
ngee=)

my new BF!!jeng3~haha

2010-01-13T13:59:00.001+08:00

first post in 2010

2010-01-12T17:18:00.003+08:00

assalammualaikum..
ok..aku tau tahun bru da lme lps..
awl muharram pon sme..
dont blame me ok??
bru skrg aku berkesempatan nk jenguk blog nih setelah berhempas pulas di penjara matrik itu..
haha..^_^
btw..
hmm..
ari tu gi jenjln kt kl..
start jek cuti mid-sem..
aku trus terbg lju2 ke kl..
haha
gi la theme park kt time square..
x sgke lak teserempak ngan k-rul,akmal n nisa..
mcm da jnji jek nk jmpe kt situ..huhu..
yg paling x thn nye aku terjumpe blik kwn tadika aku..
hmm..suratan?kebetulan?
Wallahualam..
pastu ari yg sme gerak midvalley..bpk pnat gle..
kaki rse cm nk tercabut dah..
trun jek monorail terserempak syan ngn solihin..ish..ramai beno aku jmpe nih..ap kes??
x tau la kes ape..
hmm..pastu besoknye..pas anta member aku nek ktm..aku gerak sunway pyramid lak..terbg lg duit..huhu..^_^..
kesimpulannye..holiday aku dpt pnat jek..tp enjoy arr..
dpt nek super sonic odyssey??gle arh..space attack yg bisa menggugurkn jantung..
n much more..
tp yg pling enjoy aku dpt jmpe member lme..
gle rindu kt dorg..
hmm..matlamat idop skrg?
aku nk blaja sungguh2..
aku tau still ade peluang untuk aku capai cita2 aku..
ap yg perlu aku buat ialah tawakal dan usaha..
ketepikan soal remeh..ketepikan segala yg membawa kpd penyakit jiwa..huhu..
guys..doakan aku ok?
starting from next post,i will try to use english as well because my english is getting worst thn i thought..u know what i got for my MUET?band 3!!what??band 3??!!this will not going to happen after this..im going to take the exam again and do my best!!yeah!go alya!

one day 2 go~

2009-11-04T17:08:00.002+08:00

lately..
post2 aku cm bunyi frust jekkan??
haha..
well..ppl who close to me they will definitely know what kind of problem im facing rite now..
aiyoo..grammar pn da tgg terbalik..
cane nk amek muet nih??
ish3~
2nd semester going to start next week..
my first semester is very lame..
after midsem everythngs change..
regret now is useless..
juz go on with the future..
neva look back..
maybe i wont get the thngs tht i really want..
for those who r given the chances..pliz be thnkful n do not waste it..
usually ppl will not get what they want..
but definitely..they will get what they need..
for some person..(for me also)
i know its hard to accept kegagalan..
but come on guys!
life still long..
peluang di mane2..
rezeki Allah S.W.T tu bkn ade kt satu tempat..
kita x dpt ape yg kita nak..mgkn Allah da rancang yg lebih baik untuk kita..
bersgka baik terhadap Allah..
sentiasa berdoa kepada-Nya..=)
ok..tetbe aku tringat lgu yg sering dimainkan kt skola lme aku dlu..
lgu ni sgt sesuai untuk menaikkan semgt sape2 yg terase down..
kita bangkit balik ok???

enjoy!peaCe!

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2009-11-01T23:37:00.002+08:00

cuti da nk abes..
im still waiting if there is a change..
but...
nothing...
im going to kecewa again..
haha=)
fake smile!!
im faking my smile 4 almost 2 weeks!
no!almost 2 month!
its very pain...
very2 pain..
when its going to end?

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2009-10-26T17:20:00.004+08:00

oh..bergaye..haha

adoyai mum..senyumla sket..

terbang tepat pada diriku!hahaha

2009-10-25T11:08:00.002+08:00

there is a post...
its make me thinking..
wat am i so worry about being left eventhough by my own bestfriend??
duh!
oh my God..
this is soooo wrong..
what have i done??
i need 2 learn how to appreciate sumone who appreciating me..
my fellow friends..
they give lots of support..
HOW STUPID I AM??
falling 4 third time n never realise it???
this is the example of sumone who got stupid ego's feeling..

nota kaki 1-kecelaruan emosi..

ku mahu kau tahu.....he3..

2009-08-27T09:29:00.000+08:00

Di sudut termenung jauh
Mengenangkan nasib kita
Kita miliki separuh
Berbentuk hati cinta namanya

(Chorus)
Walau kau jauh
Ku sentiasa menunggumu
Inginku imbas kembali memori

Walau kau jauh
Ku berjanji kan terus tunggu
Dipisah lautan biru

Ku mahu kau tahu
Aku kan terus menunggu

Jaga benar gambarku dalam telefon bimbitmu
Jangan pernah sekali kau buang
Seperti cinta ini yang terbuku
Akan bersemi jua

(Chorus)

Terus menunggu
Kita kan bersatu
Terus menunggu
Ku mahu kau tahu

owh post special...

2009-07-30T16:28:00.001+08:00

aku ade post special tok member aku..
amerlolah!
hahaha..
ok amer..
aku x couple pn lg...
hahaha..
study is number one!
yeah!go!go!chaiyok!

nota kaki 1-amer..aku nk tgk rmbut tomok ko!!wahahahahahah..

~KOTAK HATI~

2009-07-30T16:14:00.002+08:00

Lirik Kotak Hati Hujan

THX 2 MY VERY BESTFRIEND WHO SANG THIS SONG FOR MY BIRTHDAY...
THTS THE BEST THING FROM U..
HOPE OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL BE EVERLASTING...

nota kaki 1-segmen nota kaki kembali lg!ahaha.
nota kaki 2-sygnye x dpt nk publish suare ko nyanyi ni ekk jan??wakakak..mesti gempak!

gmbr yg di janjikan...sory late~ngee..

2009-07-30T15:17:00.005+08:00

tu je la yg dpt disiarkan setakat nih sbb aku mls nk upload lg dgn kelajuan tmnut screamyx yg bisa membuat aku menjerit ketensenan..

huh~

njoy korg nye life selagi sempat k?

pEaCe!

life begins....

2009-07-28T00:19:00.002+08:00

assalammualaikum..
ok..da lme x update blog ini..
LAME GLE2!!
Now..my life is juz begins..
kt kmpk..da dkt 2 bulan..
sungguh menyeronokkan..
xpernah tersangka akn aku enjoy program matrikulasi ini..
kuliah okey..
dak tutor fantastic..H7T38 ROCKSS!!
xpat ltk gmbr2 mereka kerana hp rosak..
x dpt nk snap pitcha..

seminggu sebelom bercuti yg x brape nk pnjg...
program yg di aturkan mmg bez...
byk pengajaran...byk pengalaman..
join la pjkn okeh??
gmbr akn di update next post..
sudah letih hari ini..
terlalu byk berfoya-foya..
huhu~

................

2009-07-25T17:09:00.000+08:00

NEWPOST IS COMING!!!!

JUZ WAIT N SEE......

HE3..

piEceS of mEmoRy....

2009-05-05T15:38:00.005+08:00

sebelum melangkah ke alam bru..
disini di coret kn sedikit cebisan memori manis dan mereka yg mewarnai hidup aku..
thx guys!u all the best lah!

nota kaki 1-kenape x buat slide??saje nk bg korg tatap gmbr lme2..hehe..

nota kaki 2-maaf kepada mereka yg tiada gmbrnye...pendrive aku mengalami masalah..hny ini yg termampu...huhuh

aiyoo...sori la amoi..

2009-05-05T15:15:00.002+08:00

smlm keluar berjalan lagi...
pergi menonton x-men origin:wolverine..
wooo..sgt masyuk itu celita!
pelakun2 sgt kachak!
hahaha..

sedang teliti memerhatikan kedai2 yg sedang hangat berperang harga...

amoi chantek: hye miss!mau cbe kami punye produk?

aku terhenti..
tidak sempat mengangkat kaki meninggalkan kwsn itu..

amoi chantek:aiyaa...ader promosi punyer..
aku:jual ape?

tbe2 terlintas sesuatu di benakku...

amoi chantek:..ooo..ini produk myk bagus punye..u tgk u punye mke byk jerawat kan?
hati kecilku:ade yg kene penyepak ni kang..

amoi chantek:kami ade offer spa punye..bla...bla...bla...bla...bla..

selepas hampir setengah jam...

amoi chantek:mcm mane?u mau x?
aku:alamak miss kiteorg nk rush ni..wyg da nk start..sorry ehh miss...u mmg salesgirl yg bgs la miss..ade name card x?klu sy berminat nnt sy call u ok??

terus aku melangkah pergi dgn selambenye...........

di eskalator...

nazihah:asl ko stop td klu da tau x nk beli??
aku:saje..nk tgk die ckp byk2..tgn die da gigil dok time aku ckp aku x nk tuh...mrh kut..hahahahaha..sorryla amoi....

kesimpulannye..sepanjang ari tu...kiteorg ngelak lalu kt second floor...takut bertembung ngn awek tu punye psl...

nota kaki 1-aku x pna siut wat cmni sepanjang idop aku..
nota kaki 2-dialog tidak semestinye benar..aku ade short term memory..wahaha
nota kaki 3-amoi tu mesti menyumpah aku...ish..maaf2!

aku pilih jalan susah!

2009-05-05T15:06:00.002+08:00

aku pilih matrik!
yep..
itulah pilihan tetap aku!
yee..
mmg..
seperti yg korg knal aku.,..
aku bkn jenis yg memilih jln sng..
sejak dri dlu lagi..
aku tau aku akn senang mencapai impian aku dgn twrn itu...
tp..aku masih ingin mencabar kebolehan aku..
apakah benar diri aku lyk menjadi seorg penyelamat nyawa??
aiceh..polik saje ayt..kikiki..
minta maaf nazihah..
aku x dpt membuat pilihan itu..

nota kaki 1-peRak!here i come!!hehe
nota kaki 2-doakan kejayaan aku kwn2!insyaallah..aku akn sentiasa doakan korg sume..

aWard!

2009-05-05T14:50:00.003+08:00

d@ rules...
1. Copy award di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda..

2. Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini..
^-^ fawa
* sPortiNg!
* very determined
* kepale ting-TonG!hahaha
* clever ..
*sweet..

^-^ Amer
*pot pet doploh pat jam...wakakak
*tulisan die sgt cntik...
* suare die sgt sedap..mcm kak siti kite tuu...hahaha
* pandai mengolah bicara..acece..kikiki
* oh..die sgt rajin...

3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya..
1. tgh ddk atas kerusi..
2. tgh ngadap laptop..hey..facts what??
3. okay2..mkn..
4. tido...
5. bce komik
6. sensetap..(pk sndrik..)
7. suke meleweh..haha..ap tu??
8. sgt suke dgn senyuman..
9. sgt suke suasana ceria..
10. sme ngn amer..ske termenung...ki3~

4. Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan describe tentang mereka..
*x nk..mls...hahaha

5. Jangan lupa melawat blog kawan anda dan meninggalkan komen yang menyatakan mereka telah di tag

ps-amer..aku da berubah ke??

budak sihir yg pakai cermin mata bulat

2009-04-22T17:00:00.003+08:00

hahaha

rse korg leh teke kn entri aku psl ape..

huhu..

juz finishing harry potter n order of phoenix 4 da second time..

nothing much to do..

aku da abes half blood prince,deathly hallows.goblet of fire..

ade 3 bku lg x bce..

hesh..asl terbalik turutan aku nih..

xpe la..

tp..nk ckp..

jk rowling mmg seorg penulis yg sgt berbkt..

jln cerita harry potter ni x pna bosan walaupun bkunye setebal-tebal mne pn...

plot2 die tersusun ngn sgt baik..

agk keciwa dgn filem die sbb byk yg berubah dn plot yg x der...

bese arr filem adaptasi...

filem order of phoenix pn klu x bertumpuan korg akn lost kt tgh2 jln cerita tu...

huhu..

kipas susah mati harry potter nih...

hahaha..

children cover

well...

ni di papar kan trailer latest movie die..x sabau nk tgk!!

nota kaki 1-im crazy bout this hp stuff!!ha3

nenek membuat panggilan!!

2009-04-22T16:31:00.002+08:00

ari ni sungguh bosan...
aku sungguh bosan sampai aku ddk dpn tv tp otak blank x tau nk buat ape..
hp xder kedit..
member sume bz hal masing2..
waaa...aku nk ikot dowg hangout!!
tp aku redha..sbb aku ade tggung jwb yg lebih besar!!ececece.
last2 aku bkk beg adk ku n capai satu homework die dn tulun buatkan..he3..
xder kejenye psl..
sekali-sekala tolong menolong ap slhnye kn..

tibe2...................

nenek:yah(nme ku di area kampung)!!!ni mai sini tulun nenek jap!!

aku:huh?tulun ape nek??

nenek:ni ha..tulun masukkan benang kt lubang jarum nih..
aku:oh...

tetbe tgn aku rse gtl lak nk terus menjahit..so..aku ckpla ngn nenek aku nk tulun die jahit zip..
hmm..bese laa..
lme gile x menjahit..
ade la due tige kali tercucuk jari..
huhu..then..aku terus menjahit dgn express smbl meninggal kn laptop ku terbuka bersendirian..
isk3..laptop2..mesti awk sedih kn kene tggl??ha3..

dah siap...
kembali pd laptop..

nenek:yah!!blom siap lg nih..ade 4 lg kene jahit nih..

aku:(dalam ati ler..)whaaaaa???4 lg???mak aih nyosal den offer nk tulun td..

hehehe..
xder la..
aku tulun gak buat ngn ati yg ikhlas..
sian nenek aku da x nmpk nk menjahit..
huuuuuuuuu...

nota kaki 1-bantu membantu amalan mulia....he3
nota kaki 2-sygi warga emas!
nota kaki 3-aku dpt KMPK!!anyone???

siut arr ko..len kali btaw awl2...

2009-04-17T13:02:00.002+08:00

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
-izzah/eza/ieza
-alia/alya
-ayie
(cm da lebey 3 jekk..)

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
-14 july
-........
-........
(byk la dates yg penting...)

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
-masak kari udang
-bkk gate dpn
-minum air

THREE PERSONS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
-ssi gurls..waaaaaa!lme x jmpe korg...
-major of the mrsmmuarian..
-syafiqah(my kindergarden bezfren..last news i heard bout her she move to puchong)

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
-vaio sony..wahahaha~
-psp!!
-motor!!(erkk..melampau la nih..)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:-
-online-ing and surfing internet
-reading..(sure meh??)
-termenung...

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
-paris
-japan/korea
-miami..ha3~

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS:
-sirap bandung satu!!!
-watermelon juice
-milo ice

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
-bku harry potter
-purse
-resit bku..hahaha

THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
-green apple
-white
-red

TOP THREE U LOVE SO MUCH:
-allah
-my family
-and my friends

TOP THREE "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
-handphone..
-koleksi komik..
-bantal busuk!wahahahaha!

TOP THREE PERSONS YOU HATE MOST:
-racist
-hypocrite(sape yg suke??)
-backstaber..

TOP THREE REASONS YOU ANSWER THIS TAG :
-sbb kim tag aku
-ssb aku bosan
-bru pasan kim tag aku..(siut arr ko..len kali inform aku..)

THREE PERSON WHO WILL YOU TAG NEXT:
-amer mickey(aku ske tag ko..he3~)
-izianoAnisu
-syahmi....

~tig Tag tog~

2009-04-17T12:42:00.002+08:00

klu ada tumbuk menumbuk kita mmg sakit
TAPI..KALAU KAWAN
macam mana pahit dan sakitnya dia buat kita
dia tetap yg terbaik dalam hari² kita
jika awk sygkn kwn awk
tag msg ni pd 5 org kwn awk:

~fawa~(ko kene wat dable!wahaha)

~amer mickey~(ko pn!)

~rose~

~slarky~

~afifslim~

mari tolong mak lipat baju!...

2009-04-15T11:04:00.002+08:00

wow! aku nk blaja arr cra lipat bj cmni...

aku da la fail bab2 lipat bj nih...huhu~

sorry seems to be the hardest word...

2009-04-14T20:46:00.002+08:00

woooo..weee~~
assalammualaikum...

mari kita berkongsi pendapat dlm hal ini ok???

kenapa sorry/maaf menjadi satu perkataan yg amat susah untuk dilafazkan??
betul ke permhonan maaf yg tidak ikhlas dan sepenuh hati hya akn merumitkan lagi masalah??
hmm..pendapat2..

well..aku nk kongsi sesuatu..
aku pernah ade masalah dan bergaduh besar dgn sorg kwn time f4 dulu..
kiteorg gado sampai die mengamuk dlm kelas dan aku seperti biase melarikan diri aku supaya keadaan x jdk lebih haru biru..aku lari nanges kt toilet...huhu..satu hari suntuk aku nanges..x tau ape sbb kwn aku tu x puas hati ngn aku..tp..
ptg tu kiteorg baik semula..
semuanya sbb perkataan maaf...
yg masih menjadi tnda tny aku..ape keslahan aku sampai die mrh sekali cmtu??
aku ade cbe bertny dan die hya menjawab "dah la,lpekan je..time aku ready nnt aku cite.."
hmmm..ye..aku hny mengangguk dan menunggu penjelasan die..
setahun lebih da berlalu...
dan aku masih tidak mengetahui sbbnye..
lme kelamaan aku dah lpe yg kami pernah bermusuh satu ketika dahulu dan hubungn kami berjalan lancar walaupun aku rse dah x semesra dulu..hmmm..
tidak mengapa..
at least kami berbaik..

ape yg cbe aku nk sampaikan kt sini...
perkataan maaf tu mesti dtg dr hati yg amat ikhlas walaupun kita tidak mengetahui kesalahan kita..
bru lah segalanya berjln lncr..dn tunjukkan yg korg mmg btol2 ingn memohon kemaafan sekiranya ade tersilap kate atau terkasar bahase..
jgn asyik bertny "ape keslahan aku smpai ko benci aku?"
mgkn ade certain org yg x ske mengungkit hal lame dan mengharap supaya korg x bertny mengenai itu lg..
mereka cbe melupakan apa yg terjadi dan di sbbkan pertanyaan korg tu mgkn akan menyebabkan die teringat balik kejadian lme dan x rse mcm nk maafkan korg lagi..
bkn mudah bagi sesetgh org melupakan kisah lame..
beri sedikit mse sehingga hubungan persahabatan itu pulih dan menjadi erat semula brulah kita cbe bertnykn hal itu..
jika die msih menjawab

"dah la..jgn ungkit hal lame..."

let bygones be bygones....
hormati pendirian dia..
anggapla peristiwa pergaduhan korg merupakan kenangan yg perlu dbuang jauh2 dr hidup korg...

hmm..di kesempatan ini..dgn hati yg penuh ikhlas..ingin aku memohon seribu ampun dan maaf sekiranya ade antare entri2 blog aku mengguris perasaan sesiape..
dan kepada mereka yg rse mereka kwn aku..aku juga memohon sejuta keampunan dan maaf sekiranya aku ade terkasar bahase sehingga mengguris hati..aku manusia yg x sempurna..
pasti ada seribu atau lebih keslahan yg pernah di buat..

nota kaki 1-rse cm hari raye la pulak..kikiki~
nota kaki 2-ini antare pengalamn saya..mnta maaf sekiranya ade pihak berkenaan yg terguris atau terasa hati..
nota kaki 3-kongsi la pendapat anda!

assalammualaikum satu MALAYA!!!!!!!

2009-04-13T20:21:00.002+08:00

ni aku nk CANANGKAN nih...
klu boleh..
satu DUNIA nk bce pn xpe..
klu phm la bahase ape yg aku tulis ni...

certain entri dlm blog aku ni..
ade la sesuatu yg aku nk luahkan...

cerita psl diri aku???

mungkin ade sedikit...

tp ape salahnye???

bukan aku memburuk-buruk kan nme org len..
juz stu pengalaman untuk di kongsi bersama...
aku x mention pn nme sesape dlm entri aku accept bende yg baik2..
yg terasa sgt tu kenape??
da tau ape salah kau ke??
ke mmg dah tau tp buat2 xtau sbb nk contol ego yg tinggi melangit cm klcc tuh???
kalau niat ko mmg nk bwat aku benci kau..
buat mse ni aku ucapkan tahniah sbb MISI UTAMA DALAM HIDUP kau berjaya ok??
Dah puas hati??
hmmm...

nota kaki 1-untuk pengatahuan ko ade sorg je kt DUNIA ni yg tau sbnrnye ape jd antara ko ngn aku..sbnr2nye..
nota kaki 2-aku nk canangkan psl ko??huh??xde keje ke??now..aku tunaikan impian ko..aku canangkan psl ko dlm blog aku..puas hati dah??
nota kaki3-hah!ape tunggu lagi??pegi CANANG sumer bende yg aku ckp kt AWEK ko yg ko syg sgt tuh..ko kn biase bwt bende cmtu sjk tahun lepas lg??????????????????
nota kaki 4-ntah ape2 ntah..

keep moving??yes..thts the best way...

2009-04-10T18:22:00.003+08:00

assalammualaikum..
terus bergerak??yes thts the best way..he3
sumtimes kita rse ssh yg amat untuk kita tinggalkan sumone sbb kita rse dialah yg terbaik pernah kita jumpa..
dia lah yg mampu membahagiakan kita walaupun teruk hati kita di lukai..
dialah yg mampu bwat kita tersenyum walaupun die jugalah yg selalu bwat kita menangis..
still kita anggap tiada org yg mampu membahagiakan kita lebih dr die..

what??this is sooooo unfair..

buka mata,buka hati..
ramai lg insan yg lebih baik...
ramai lagi insan yg boleh menghargai apa yg kita buat..
kenapa perlu kita memujuk hati untuk sentiasa memaafkan kesalahannya??
kenapa tidak kita memberi peluang pd diri kita untuk mencari kebahagiaan yg hakiki dan sebenar??
betapa luas alam ini di ciptakan tuhan...
explore!!

nota kaki 1-oh my..jiwang gle..he3~
nota kaki 2-aku x nk terus terperangkap!!
nota kaki 3-Cinta itu anugerah tuhan..so..jgn dipersia-siakn..carilah cinta sebenar kepada Penciptamu kemudian terokai lah cinta sejati...
nota kaki 4-jgn lyn kesyahduan aku..wakakaka
nota kaki 5-aku syg family aku ngn kwn2 aku!!tibe2(-_-")

korang rse kenape???

2009-04-06T15:58:00.003+08:00

video klip ni di buat hitam putih ade sb..

korg rse kenape??

sape dpt jwb btol aku blanje lolipop!

hahaha

semuanya mcm mimpi ngeri...

2009-04-03T11:07:00.002+08:00

akhirnya..dah berakhir....

adakah aku gembira?

adakah aku sedih?

adakah aku masih terkejut?

hny Allah SWT sahaja yg tahu......

dan bila....bila april...oh lalalala~

2009-04-02T17:57:00.006+08:00

assalammualaikum...

ding3!its april already!new month,new plan,new hope,new mood!hahaha..Allahuakbar..pening gle dr pg td sbb mlm smlm tdo lewat gle,,3.30 am..dah tu mimpi pelik2 lak tuh..ish3~

3.30 am????

yup!melayan dan merepek ngn fauzan n dgr his luv story..kahkahkah...
soooo sweet bro..hope ko bahagie sampai anak cucu lah!

planning 4 this month..
xder pape sgt la...
tggu offer matrik...
yg aku di fahmkan akn release middle of april..
check out the website!
waaa..takotnye...
hope boley dpt one year programme..(pray 4 me yah??)
and i really hope i can get my first choice..KMPK!

okay....my movie list 4 this month!yes!movie list!(wei,ayie ko da jnji x nk kuar lg kan??)
hahaha~xleh thn la...
byk gilerrrrrr movie bez bulan nih...ish3~

fast n furious(bwk kete laju2~vroom2!weee~)

confession of a shopaholic(shopping x hengat dunie...kikiki)

the unborn(kembr yg x smpt kuar perot mak die..hehe)

talentime(lom tgk review lg...)

DB evo!(mak aih..ketinggalan gile...)

any suggestion guys??

mood bru perlu di cipta untuk bulan ini..bulan march merupakan bulan yg sedih bg aku..x tau kenape...so..i wanna be more posotive n happy 4 this month..anyone who wants to ruin my month,please back off!u're not allowed to do that...

to my dearest mr ex-president..aku da mls da nk cri gado ngn ko..so..ko pn kene jge ati ngn perasaan aku sket..aku manusie biase weyh..ade perasaan gak..to nazihah..gudluck 4 ur interview this coming 14 april..nazih boleh!!hahaha to amer/mickey/lolah/amirullah..kakakak..congrats dpt lesen!!aku masih menunggu cerite ko!and to krole..sory bro gado smalm..ter emo plak kjap..hehehe..to my dearest sisters,kak ti,kak silah..gud luck final exam!kak ti bwat tol2..exam pro ni...kak silah!jgn jhnmkan kete!hehehe..aku lom bwk lg!hahaha..aku bru blaja bwk kete honda stream tu...hope bpk aku bg aku bwk sndrik kete tu secepat mungkin!!huhu!pEacE oUt!~

nota kaki 1-oi..ni post entry ke speech???

nota kaki 2-luahan rse..coretan hati...huahuahuahua..

nota kaki 3-mintak maaf..entri kali ni..ntah apee ntah...hehe..

tag from amer??mickey??lolah??amirullah??haha..byk sgt nme...

2009-04-02T13:48:00.002+08:00

ko ni amer..cm taw2 jek aku nk wat post bru ari ni...hehe

TWIN QUESTIONS..

5 brand that you like the most..

~coolblog

~sushi king

~big apple

~jco

~cadbury

(wakakak!sume brand mknn!)

5 brand that you dislike the most..

~carlsberg??!

~tiger beer

~aku x peduli sgt brand2 nih..

5 countries that you want to go the most..

~mecca

~france

~italy

~japan

~new zealand..

5 countries that you do not want to go the most..

~israel...

~none bcoz i luv to travel

5 item that you like the most..

~books/comics

~handphOne..

~laptop

~shoes

~bags!

5 item that you dislike the most..

~baby T

~tube

~mini skirt

~glasses..

~make-up but eye liner is ok...

5 people that you love the most..

~parents..

~siblings

~relatives/neighbourhood(ecece)

~kawan2..

~cikgu2..

5 people that you hate the most..

~hipOkrit..(spe yg suke kn?)

~fake

~backstaber

~bajet bagus

~talam dua muka

5 color that you like the most?..

~white

~purple

~light orange

~red
~green apple

5 color that you dislike the most?..
~dark green
~dark brown
~dark blue
~dark red
~dark pink

(everything tht is dark..he3)

5 things that you dream the most..
~kerja yg bagus
~suami sOleh n ank2 yg cOmel..wa3..
~gi melancOng Oversea..he3..
~dpt gembira kn hati mak ngn ayah
~bhgia ever n 'after'..
(amer..sume org impikan bende2 nih)

5 things that you not dream at all..
~my spm result
~being sad all the time
~jadi ank derhaka..
~hating ppl
~ditimpa bala..(cOpy amer,dh x der idea ar..)

5 of your positive character..
~hOrmat Orang tua..

~rajin kOt..ye ker?ha3~
~happy go lucky???(org yg ckp eh)

~setiakawan..
~friendly when u get to know me..
*segmen prOmote dri sndri..wa3..(stuju2!)

5 of your negative character..
~suka termenung..
~tdO slalOo..eesh3..
~makan banyak..
~cepat emO..(dlu ar)..
~x pndai nk express perasaan..ye ker??

(amer..kite byk persamaan!ade chemistry!wawawa)

5 moments that you miss the most..
~kene sebat ngn ketue warden kt dpn stu batch..ahaha~tp aku x nk ulang lg la..

~moment kt bwh cndawan ngn geng2 lme..

~mOments kt skola teknik..(walaupun skjp...)

~subuh kt surau an-nur

~segmen tazkirah bersama ustaz fauzi..har3~rindu sgt..

5 moments that you do not want to remember at all?..
~perang dlm kelas
~moment aku ngn presiden kelas aku(pergh!!direct gle)-seriously aku x nk ingat lg...

~moment when a friend is leaving me..

~moment ujung tahun 2008

~moment aku lrikn diri dr masalah...boley consider ke?he3~

5 positive characters of your best buddy..
~ermm2..xtaw la...he3~

5 negative characters of your best buddy..
~x pna amek tau gak..hehe

5 things that you happy to do the most (Of your entire life)..
~enjOy dgn kwn2 skOlah..

~gembirakan hati org sekeliling aku...

~family trip..

~x kcu idop org..ha3~

~succeed in what ever I dO..eceh..amiin..(sme2!)

5 things that you regret the most..
~x blaja btol2..(sala sndri...)

~suke kt seseorg...kahkahkahkah..siyesly aku menyesal..

~xder dah..aku terime sgale qada' dan qadar Allah SWT dgn hati yg redha..ecece..

SINGLE QUESTION..

Favorite animal?..
~kucing,,hamster..kuda..(panda amer??ish3~)

Favorite quote?..
~ape2 quote yg positive..

Favorite actor?..
~justin chatwin!huhu~jude law..daniel radcliffe(boley laa..)

Favorite actress?..
~meryl streep,reese witherspoon,kate winslet...byk lg...

Favorite things that you do when you are alone..
~makan..tdO..on9..smsing..bce komik x pn bku..masak...he3..

Favorite website?..
~friendster,onemanga,blogger..hehe..

Favorite moment?..
~zaman skola dolu2...

Favorite sport?..
~badmintOn..archery?..swimming..

Favorite vegetable?..
~kObis..kangkung..sawi..cendawan..tomato..(erkk..sayur ker?)

Favorite movie?..
~harry potter series..final destination series..fast n furious series..ape2 yg bez la..

Tag this to 10 person..
~nnt2 la aku pk..hehe

saya sygkan kamu..kamu sygkan saya????

2009-03-31T21:14:00.002+08:00

mak,abah..
maafkan saya sbb x mampu menunaikan impian mak ngn abah..

mak,abah..
terima kasih sbb sygkn saya...

mak,abah..
terima kasih kerana membesarkan saya

saya syg mak,abh dan kwn2 saya sbb saya tahu mereka juga sygkan saya..
saya amat sygkn seseorg tetapi saya tau org itu tidak sygkan saya..
tidak mengapa..
kasih syg tuhan,rasul,ibu,ayh dn kwn2 adalah lebih penting dan lebih suci..

nota kaki 1-syahdu gle...kahkahkahkahXD
nota kaki 2-aku msih tiada idea

31st march-end of march

2009-03-31T00:16:00.003+08:00

okies~
-da ujung bulan tige...
-huhu
-cpt btol mse berlalu...
-bulan nih...
-nothing interesting..
-juz part amek result..
-berdebar sket...
-result da dpt..
-x bpe elok..
-xpe2..
-aku bersyukur..
-menanti offer yg x kunjung tibe..
-hmmm...
-maybe middle of april..
hmmm..

lalalala..boring2!
eh2..tbe2 teringat...
ri ni bday sorg member ku!

hepi bday fauzan!!

udah tue kamu..hehe~

lantak mu lah...

2009-03-28T18:02:00.002+08:00

kah3~
aku ade satu persoalan...

misterius kah aku?

da tige org mnyatakan yg aku ni misteri...
btol ke?
korg yg knal aku rse cmner?

aku xkesala korg nk ckp ape pn...
yg penting aku hepi!
hahaha!

nota kaki 1-posting pelik...
nota kaki 2-merepek smbil mkn kerepek...
nota kaki 3-aku x der idea..wakakaka

pelangi ade tujuh warna kan???

2009-03-26T14:34:00.003+08:00

selesai melawat web batch,aku terus melancarkan diriku di sini selaju-lajunya..

ermm..nk bwat posting barula..(kotak hatiku berkate-kate...)

kebelakangn ni entri2 aku bernada sayu dn slow motion..
now...
this time mari merancakkan diri anda!

lagu laskar pelangi ni memikat jiwe aku(aiceh!) sbb kndungn liriknya yg mengajak kite mensyukuri salah satu nikmat Tuhan iaitu cinta atau kasih syg...
kasih syg di kalangan umat,kasih kepada keluarga,kasih sesama sahabat dan saudara dan yg paling penting kasih kepada Tuhan...
walau dunia ni x adil..ade kaya..ade miskin..ade pandai..ade kurang pandai..ade cntik dan ade kurang cntik..tetapi dgn kehadiran cinta dan kasih syg telah merapatkan jurang2 itu..
begitu hbtnya nikmat ciptaan tuhan..
mimpi merupakan elemen pntg untuk meneruskan kehidupan..
mimpi yg di mksdkn di sini ialah impian dan cita2..(bg aku la..)

mimpi adalah kunci
untuk kita menaklukkan dunia
berlarilah tanpa lelah
sampai engkau meraihnya

laskar pelangi takkan terikat waktu
bebaskan mimpimu di angkasa
warna bintang di jiwa

reff:
menarilah dan terus tertawa
walau dunia tak seindah surga
bersyukurlah pada Yang Kuasa
cinta kita di dunia selamanya

cinta kepada hidup
memberikan senyuman abadi
walau hidup kadang tak adil
tapi cinta lengkapi kita

laskar pelangi takkan terikat waktu
jangan berhenti mewarnai
jutaan mimpi di bumi

repeat reff [2x]

laskar pelangi takkan terikat waktu

nota kaki 1-ni pndgn aku untuk lagu ni..
nota kaki 2-korang lak?

sayu terkenang....

2009-03-23T17:01:00.005+08:00

saat aku menulis entri kali ini...
aku membuke audio bacaan Al-quran..
mendgrkn surah Ar-Rahman..aku teringatkan suasane subuh yg di imamkn ustaz Razali a.k.a bpk homeroomku..
sungguh..di MRSM MUAR la aku blaja keberkatan solat jemaah..
mungkin aku x mampu untuk dpt kecemerlangan di sekolah itu ttpi terlalu byk ilmu yg berharga mengajar aku selama aku ddk di situ...
aku dahulunye seorg bdk bndr yg btol2 tidak mengambil berat tntg ilmu agama...
kini mendapat beribu pengajaran di sekolah itu..

aku rindu bacaan AlQuran di corong speaker asrama...
aku rindu solat jemaah di surah An-Nur..
aku rindu jemaah subuh di situ..
aku rindukan suasana tenang dan damai tempat itu..
satu2nye tempat yg akn bwat korg rse korg di dunie yg lain..
aku rindu solat terawikh di situ..
aku rindu tazkirah2 ustaz..
sungguh!bkn niat aku riak menunjukkan aku ni baik..aku hny insan x sempurna..
hamba yg hina di sisi Tuhanku Allah yg esa!
cme kdg2..terjd peristiwa2 yg memberi kesan besar dlm hidup kita..
syg hny 2 tahun aku sempat merasai suasana terjaga penuh islamik di situ..
aku masih perlukan org membimbingku ke jln yg lurus-selurusnye..
adakah yg sudi membantuku?

nota kaki 1-merdu bkn?
nota aki 2-aku ingin berubah!

asl tetbe rajen lak bwat post nih?

2009-03-19T17:01:00.002+08:00

sementara menunggu rakan ku meng-on9-kn dirinye..
aku bwat la stu entri untuk mengisi mse...
membazir tu amalan syaitan kn??(tetbe jek..)
hehe..td ym ngn member lme..
maafla ye kerane seperti cbe menimbulkan pergadhn..
xde niat pn sbnrnye nk blagak sal lesen tuh..
sekadar bergurau di kalangn teman..
hihihi~

baiklah!
entri ape pulak kali ni eyh?
ermm..bwat entri sal your mother ni la..
nah..lirik die..hayati..kenangi jase2 ibu anda..
susah pyh..
penat jerih membesarkan kita...
sygilah mereka lebih dr kamu menyayangi diri kamu..
sesungguhnye seumur hidup kite pn kite x kn dpt membalas jase ibu kite..
kenangilah mereka seumur hidup kalian semue..

Who should I give my love to?
My respect and my honor to
Who should I pay good mind to?
After Allah
And Rasulullah

Comes your mother
Who next?
Your mother
Who next?
Your mother
And then your father

Cause who used to hold you
And clean you and clothes you
Who used to feed you?
And always be with you
When you were sick
Stay up all night
Holding you tight
That's right no other
Your mother (My mother)

Who should I take good care of?
Giving all my love
Who should I think most of?
After AllahAnd
Rasulullah

Comes your mother
Who next?
Your mother
Who next?
Your mother
And then your father

Cause who used to hear you
Before you could talk
Who used to hold you?
Before you could walk
And when you fell who picked you up
Clean your cut
No one but your mother
My mother

Who should I stay rigt close to?
Listen most to
Never say no to
After Allah
And Rasulullah
Comes your mother
Who next?
Your mother
Who next?
Your mother
And then your father

Cause who used to hug you
And buy you new clothes
Comb your hair
And blow your nose
And when you cry
Who wiped your tears?
Knows your fears
Who really cares?
My mother

Say Alhamdulillah
Thank you Allah
Thank you Allah
For my mother....

nota kaki 1 - *sob3*
nota kaki 2 - sayangilah ibu anda!
nota kaki 3 - aku da start manges nih...hehehe~

malas+malas+malas+malas+malas=???

2009-03-18T20:49:00.003+08:00

lewat kebelakangan ni aku mls gle nk on9..
ape pasat ahh?
tah xtawu..
mls nk ngadap borg2 on9 tu kot..
ntahla...rsenye..
hehe..
da dkt seminggu result bru rse BERMOOD nk isi2 borg yg tah pape nih...
(tah ape2 ko kte alya???mse dpn ko nih!!)ish3~ape nk jd ngn aku ni...
hahaha~bio la..
bio rezki yg menentukan tempat ku nnt..
aiyoh..streamyx pn sengal ayam..(npe ayam yg di perslahkan?)hehe~

entri psl ape eyh kali nih?

xder pape la..
cte la sal aktiviti ari ni..
korg x nk bce pn xpe..
aku nk type jgk..

ari ni bertandang di citysquare a.k.a CS..tempat lepak wajib aku..
tgk wyg ngn adek2 ngn sepupu.
cite geng..(aiyak!ketinggalan gle..)
jln punye jln...bile eskelator menjengah floor cinema..
aku terpana sekejap...MASYAALLAH!

ramainye manusie..
ape dorg ni xder keje ke dok tgk wayang jek..(eleh,aku pn same)
mcm2 jenis manusie ade..
yg tinggi yg rendah yg comel yg cntik(yg baik2 je aku tulis kt sini)[makhluk ciptaan Allah adalah yg terbaik bukan?]
pasangan mude belie..
ye la..dak2 skola lg(ak da x skola..isk3~)
berkumpulan sane-kumpulan sini..
tetbe terlintas dlm pale otak aku..zaman aku da lepas..hehe~

dlm wayang..
aku terkilan btolla dgn sikap segelintir bdk2 mde nih(aiceh..cm la aku da tue..)
kt dlm tuh ade la family,mak bpk..kanak2..
yg korg berlawan-lawan ketawe tu pasal?
pastu men sound2..
klu part klaka korg nk ketawe xper..
ni part tgh siyes pn gelak cm mak lampir..ap cite?
dah tu lwn gelak laki pompuan..tunjuk terrer la konon..
klu ye pn nk tnjuk terrer pn...kuar la dlu..
hah..compete la kt tgh2 manusia tuh..xder sape nk dulik korg wat bising kt situ..
aku ckp ni pn bkn nk kte aku baik..aku pn gelak mengalahkan mak lampir(kwn2 ku mengetahuinye...)tp xde la sampai nk gelak cmtu kt public..
cme fikirla..masing2 da besa..ade budak2 kt situ,mak bpk budak pn ade..jgela manners sket...
hai..membebel pnjg pn bkn korg bce..pasal korg x knal pn sape aku..kikiki~
cme pesanan sesaper yg mengrajen kan diri korg bce bende nih..jge tgkh laku korg kt public k..jgn sampai org pk korg ni keturunan manusie ke berok??(erkk..kasar bunyinye..)
hehe..assalammualaikum..

nota kaki-hah..spe soh wat aku angin??kn aku dah membebel..

tu la..dlu mase mak suroh blaja..maen jek..tdo memanjang..

2009-03-13T14:12:00.002+08:00

assalammualaikum...

tamat suda penantian yg membawa seribu erti dlm idop...wahahah..ayt x thn..
ok..ni bkn la stu pengakhiran..
tp bru satu permulaan dlm perjalann hidup..
result gempak alhamdulillah..result x gempak alhamdulillah jugak...
semue nye ketentuan ilahi...

pEace oUt!

pelbagai ekspresi ketike mendapat result..hehe~

Lukisan Alam~Hijjaz

2009-03-05T22:13:00.004+08:00

Assalammualaikum..
lgu ini ku dedikasi kan kepade seorg teman yg pernah mnjdi teman rapatku suatu mse dahulu..MKAMY..
melalui lagu ini aku ingin menyatakan kepade die yg hidup ini x selalunye indah...ade msenye kite akn melalui saat2 yg amat memeritkan dlm hidup kite jika itu yg Allah SWT inginkn untuk menduga kite..so,ape2 yg terjd pd aku sepanjang tahun lps hanya lah satu dugaan Allah S.W.T...bkn salah ko or salah sesiape..bkn juge slah Allah(itu adalah jauh sekali..)...so,stop mntk maaf kt aku..dn x pyhla takot nk bersemuke ngn aku..aku bknnye mkn org pn..paling2 trok pon ko kene terajang ngn aku jek..huhu~weee~
dan kepade mereke2 yg pernah di lukai hatinye,melalui saat2 sukar dlm hidup..ingatlah pasti ade hikmah di sebalik sesuatu kejadian itu...buangkanlah jauh2 rse dendam..memanjatkan kesyukuran pade tuhan sbb jika tuhan menguji kamu,sesungguhnye itu adalah kerana tuhan menyayangi kamu dan ingin kamu mempelajari sesuatu yg tidak kamu lalui sebelum ini...setiap perkare pasti ade penjelasannye......

Hidup tidak selalunya indah
Langit tak selalu cerah
Suram malam tak berbintangI
tulah lukisan alam(Begitu aturan Tuhan)

Jadilah rumput nan lemah lembut
Tak luruh dipukul ribut
Bagai karang di dasar lautan
Tak terusik dilanda badai

Dalam suka hitunglah kesyukuranmu
Dalam senang awasi kealfaanmu
Setitis derita melanda
Segunung kurniaanNya

Usah mengharapkan ke segalanya
Dalam perjuangan penuh pengorbanan
Usah dendam berpanjangan
Maafkan kesalahan insan(Begitu ajaran Tuhan)

Hasbiallah,
Hasbunallah
HasbiRabbi jalallahu Ya Allah

Dalam diam taburkanlah baktimu
Dalam tenang buangkanlah amarahmu
Suburkanlah sifat sabar
(Di) dalam jiwamu itu

*bile mendengar lagu ni..terkenang aku kt malam kesenian Islam(aku rase)..time ni ade satu konsert Hijjaz yg aku dan ahli2 biro ku kene handle..bygkan kami hanya 10 org yg menghandle satu konsert besar artis..tp kami juge mndpt bntuan drpd bwp,ahli2 nasyid soutul-ikhwan untuk melancarkan perjalanan konsert yg di hadiri hampir 900+- org la...(aku x ingat)..btw~biro kebudayaan bwp the best lah!

klu korg ley crik aku mate korg mmg powerlah!

(gmbo akn di update nnt!)

kOmEn2!ahakz!

2009-03-02T01:22:00.004+08:00

ok dak2 sc7!!ni ade kumen sal kelas kite..dr pres jiran seblah..wahahah~

die kate..."ermm..ok..dak2 pmpuan sc7 nih havoc...tp ak leh ckp arr girlz kelas korg leh thn unite.. girl korg r..bez bwt mmbe...agk gle2 ckit..xcm ade clz2 yg pompuan kerek..huhu~(aku tmbh)..boy korang...biase jek..x tau nk ckp ape..sbb aku rpt ngn sape jek...mickey,buncis,akmal leh ar..oren,loga..sape lagi arr??haha..yg lain ok kot..x ingatla..haha!"

die gak kate kelas kite slalu gak memekak...pastu die ade kate cmni..."boncai smgt time PAI..."apakah yg dimaksud kan oleh beliau??ahaha~dptkh anda memahaminye..lu pikirla sndrik!

ha..itulah die td kumen2 yg memberansgkan drpd pres seblah..so..dak2 sc7..ape kate korg?

pEace oUt!

FriEnds iN lyFe!-Part 3

2009-02-28T23:28:00.015+08:00

mlm nih ujan lorh...sojuk...brrr....sejuk2 nih teringat lak kt memori2 lamer..huhu~

besenye klu memalam mggu kt maktab dlu...lepak kt asrama jek..da 11.30 mlm da pn..gate da nk kunci..time ni lar rajen beno bertandang kt bilik2 org..haha~bwat ape lagi borak2 la...teringat lak aku kt kawan2 lame kt maktab dlu....yg menjadi peneman suke dan duke..aiceh!x thn..huhu~k,arh..nk story sket kengkwn yg memeriahkan idop aku kt mktb dlu2..dan juge yg aku bru tergerak nk knal pas abes skola..ha3~

ALISAmy very nice mentor!aku stat rpt ngn die mse tournament taekwondo.dok seblah lam bas..tido sesame..haha~..xley lpe time tuh... klu x der die x tau la ape jdk ngn paper spm aku..die byk sgt tolong aku last2 minit time spm..aku terharu sgt sbb die sudi tolong aku yg x seberape nih..luv her till the end lah..

fawageng sekepale nih...aku syg die..kiteorg men basketball sesame..gelak sesame...tumbok punching bag sesame(ingat lg x?)...wat keje gile lam biro sesame..waawawa~die slalu ckp ngn aku fizik tuh bez...tp aku ttp x cye..hehe~ die kt uniten skrg..

pika..i luv u girl!sori wat ko byk trase eh.. aku x taw lak time tuh ko rse cmtuh..sala aku jgk..mengejar bende yg x ditakdirkan untuk aku..cme sbnanye aku still xsure nape ko byk trase ngn aku..pape pn..maafla..ko antre yg terapat ngn aku..we share all things 2 gether dont we?so..aku x nk ko ade rase x bez sal aku..even kite dok jaoh tp ati kite still dktkn?huhu~

ZAN@JAMM alahai..xde gambo kocik laie ke?ha..nak habaq ni..die ni aku mmg x bpe nk knal la kt mktb dolu2..bebual apetah lg..aku rse aku pna ckp ngn die kt mktb 3 kali je kot..itupn ujung2 taon..tp skrg we are like flesh n nails..hahaha~xder la..da abes skola bru aku start rpt sket2 ngn die..aku slalu habaq kt die klu aku rse nk hmbur psl sorg hamba Allah ni..dan die pon slalu la ckp cmni.."sudahla al..hal da lps..nk wat cmner da takdir..mmg susa nk lpekan org yg kite syg..cbe ikhlas kan ati,bkk halaman bru dlm idop ko ntok die..."aiceh!ayt x thn..ha..insyaallah la zan..aku try ape yg ko sarankan tuh..aku mmg x sgke die still nk kwn ngn aku eventhough die taw citer sal aku A-Z..aku mmg sorg makhluk yg menyusahkan satu mse dahulu..kui3~tp die kte die x kesa..die gak sorg yg sgt straight 4ward~slalu menegur aku ngn teguran2 yg str8 2 d point~adoih,bngng gak aku kekadang di buatnye...tp aku cbe menerime ngn hati terbuke..die slalu pesan "dun 4get me!"kah3~i never 4get u lah!

MIRA n MENA okeh..dlm pic nih ialah MENA n MIRA....dorg ni dak kelas seblah..sc8!..mena tu roomate aku..syg die sgt2!die byk membantu aku mengawal emosi..aku rse klu x der die..mau jahanam loker lam bilek tuh..ldp yg dedikasi..active gurl!anti-lelaki..waawawa~mira lak rkn biro ku..die agk sekepale la..die la same2 ngn aku ngn fawa dok wat keje gle lam biro...bez borak ngn die..

farra! my another cute roomate..shes a doctor love u know..hahaha..

die ni katil die sebla aku..die sgt la cntik dn lemah lmbut..now shes study at utm skudai..adeh..x sompat laie nk visit her..slalu pnjm brg die n slalu lmbt pulang..hehe~sowie farra..die slalu pujuk aku klu aku nanges ke..shes really an understanding friend..ilysm~

nisa!ni bestfriend roomate aku..farra..die slalu sgt lepak bilik kiteorg..so,aku pn jdk rapat ngn die..die sgt comey...sore die sgt nyaring..hehe~sory!shes a very sensitive gurl(really meh?)agaga~wat ever she is..shes my friend..ilysm nisa!

byk lg kengkwn yg bez2 ngn baek ngn aku kt mktb..paah.maryam,maryam alwi,hawa,izrin,cumie,iezza,ayu,nabila,zahirin,pejal,halim,mirasc8,ilya,lala,idayu,dilla,kiah,kak dal,patai,wani,fifi,bai,ayie,arleng,sholan,kat,awer,wan,tasha...areefah..pendek kate byk agi arr..x tertulis aku kt sini..dorg la tempat aku melepskan boring,ketawe,nanges dn sumer bende lah..well then nnt klu aku ader mse aku akn update post ni ble2 mse ngn menambah gambar kengkwn yg amt precious dlm idop ak!pEace!

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FriEnds iN lyFe!-Part 2(claSsMate!)

2009-02-28T01:21:00.013+08:00

ok..sementara aku menunggu request aku di ke udarakan http://fungkurfm.org/ (adui..panjangnye list~)

aku sambong arh entri nih..

actually aku xpasti ape yg aku nk tulis kt sini...maybe aku juz introduce kt korg clazmate aku sepanjang aku kt high skul...yieehaaa!!lets begin the post!!

amer~setiausaha agong sc7!smart,pandai,kuat emo!hehe~jgn mare amer...tulisan die nih cantik woo..

alya~thts me!vice-president yg sengal...

buncis~tok batin!ketue kampong!pe lg?slamber katak!ngahahaha~

nisa~genius math..non-stop talking..haha~gurau2!

syeqal~pak imam..ketue parti gunceng..agaga~motivator aku nih..

echa~kak long yg disegani!paling tue lam kelas..

amin~senyap jer..ank polis!hah3~die ni sensitip kot..haha~pape pn die byk bg kte2 yg bwat aku melihat dunie ini dgn pandngn yg lebih luas..aiceh!

lisa~cntik beb die nih..sexy!..ngeh3~sowi lisa..xpuas ati cmmnt akuh!sore die sedap..nyanyi sedap!

zaki~dak laki plg comey lam kelas aku..siyes!!kulit putih..bdn seyhat..hei..aku x sindir ok?bez bual ngn die ni..berusehe kuat berjaye!rajin!xpe..ko boleh la zack!

una~comey!cayunk die sgt2!antare yg rapat ngn aku...die ni sore mmg comey thp dewa..kecik sgt..tp berjiwe beso..lmh-lmbut+kasar..cmner tu ekk??

loga~ingat loga,ingat kuih tepong pelite..ha3~

shashi~bahse melayu die fasih woo...english pon fasih..tamil pon fasih...ha3~bez student mktb nih..pandai sgt!

oren~peminat no 1 kaka!die nih..ske sgt men bola..bola4..tu jer la yg die ingat..bce paper pon crik section bola dlu..huhu~

meera~cayunk die sgt2..die ni taste die yg adek2 jer..hahaha~jgn mare mira!handal math ni..slalu ajr aku..clumsy sket..bek ngn sumer org..huhu~

CM~ha..bez nk citer sal die nih..mulut die..fuh..laser pn kalah!tp die ni caring taw sal kengkwn die..cme aku x taw nper sjak masok f5 die cm segan2 nk ckp ngn aku..die x ske aku kot..hahaha..aku kan kuat emo...die x ske dak emo..

acha!~deskmate aku yg comey...setaon lebey dok seblah die..die ni klako la..kepale lyn...aku boley gelak jer ngn pape yg die citer..sory acha..aku byk nyusahkan ko..aku pntgkn masalah aku jek..huhu~

sopak~trademark die"im FLYing without wing"haha~jgn mare..raja fly kt mktb aku~die ni mmg tau lobang2,selok-belok,longkang2 kt maktb aku tuh..flyerz terhebatla!die mmg ske wat kecowh tp ati die baek..aku tawla..aku kan kwn die...hehe~

tqa~bendahari kehormat~ceti die nih..hak3~ceti yg senyap..aku slalu lpk bilik die..ske dok diam sambil bce bku..huhu~

fir~diam2 ubi berisi..hah..die ni la..syp jer..tup2 dpt bite die da kt utp daa..die ni pn rajen,,prs nih..

azie~cantik!sore sdp..cm penyanyi dangdut tuh..ahaha..dok nogori...die ni tbh..die byk ajr aku erti hidup..

putra~kasanova plg top kt mktb!..ayt2 cinte die...fuh!meletop!die pnoh ngn kontroversi..die caring sgt sal kwn2 die..pemilik kelab seven-eleven..hahah~jgn mare ha..gurau2 jek..kikiki..

nurdia~si comel rabbit!ngehehe~die comel sgt..tp mke slalu pucat..saket ker?ntahla..die ni syp gak tp klu gelak...hmm..gegar kelas..ske tgk die gelak...huhu~

dian~bro gue yg manje la sesgt...lame daa x cntct die..putus cmtu jek..gi mane ekk die?die ni setie taw..haha~pandai sgt lukis..mat bunge...kikiki~

akmal~presiden TERHORMAT sc7~menduduki kedudukan tertggi hierarki kelas 5sc7~wawawa

ustaz razali~papa homeroomku....h/r khair

pn.rafizah~mama h/r latif a.k.a ckgu sjrh kiteorg..cubitan die berbise..hehe~

haa..tu la klasmate2 aku..di sbbkn mcm2 ragam la..byk peristiwe phit manis kiteorg lalui bersame..huhu~gaduh2~gelak ketawe~nangis~sumer kite berjaye tempuhi bersame kn?
pape yg pnah jdk pon..korg ttp klasmate aku spnjg zmn..huhu~syg korg! wawawawa~XD

~eStRella-sTay~

2009-02-27T14:33:00.004+08:00

Sound straight from the twilight
Has me up all night
I can't fall asleep 'cause I keep thinking of you
And I saw a shadow outside my window and it's you.

[Chorus]
All my sorrows flew away
Hush, keep quiet, hear me say
I don't ever want you to go
Please stay
With the moonlight dancing free
And there's no one but you and me
There's no reason to go astray
Please stay.

Making up a story
It's the way you're looking at me
If you think that this is funny, it's just you.

Try and think about it,
If you're heart is closed don't lock it,
Keep your keys back in your pocket,
Think this through.

[Chorus]

Please stay with me
Just stay with me
and I will take you to Foreverland
Just stay

haha~coMey~~

boYcotT isSues...

2009-02-25T23:47:00.003+08:00

assalammuaalaikum..
ok..this time aku nk share ngan korang psl issue boikot-memboikot nih...
aku dpt entri ni drpd kwn aku...
die yg create sndrik..
so mknenye die punye pendapatla...
tp mmg bernas pendapat die nih..
di sertakan lg dgn bukti2 yg kukuh...
so,entri kali simple-sesimplenyer..
supaya korang boleh menghayati dgn lebih lanjut apa yg cbe di sampaikan..
sElamAt meMbacA!

from taufiq:

ana pun nk gak bg pendapat tp pendapat ni semata-mata pendapat ana

berdasarkn sunnah dan hadis.....................kalau salah tolong jolokkan(no

controversi)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim......

boikot ni sememangnye dah kitahui bende ni adalah bidaah(yg x diamalkan pd

zaman Rasulullah) tp yg baik atau buruk x dpt diperjelaskan.....

tp bukan ni yg ana nk cter.....

Yg ana nk bantah adalah hukum WAJIB yg dijatuhkan pada amalan boikot tu........................

Ana telah kumpulkan 3 hujah berkualiti,,,,,

2 hujah bantah wajib boikot,,,,1 hujah sokong boikot.....

(1,bantah wajib boikot)Rasulullah pernah meletakkan hukum berniaga sebagai 'harus' dengan org kafir(semua pun sedia maklum)Dewasa ini hukum wajib boikot dikeluarkan atas alasan peperangan yg sedang berlaku dan penindasan yg berlaku ke atas umat Islam.....
Bila difikirkan sejenak pada zaman dahulu peperangan lagi banyak sejak perang badar,uhud,khandak,khaibar,,,,dan byk lagi,,,,umat islam juga ditindas truk,,,
tp Rasulullah x pernah pun menjatuhkan hukum wajib boikot ni walau keadaan umat islam ditindas lebih truk suatu ketika dulu.

(2,bantah wajib boikot)hadis 1 dlm kitab hadis 40 riwayat(sori x igt, tp sahih)
"Innamal a'malu bin niat wainnama likulli imriim ma nawa faman ka nat hijratuhu ilallahi wa rusulihi fahijratuhu ilallahiwarusulihi waman ka nat hijratuuhu ila.......awim raatin yankihuha fahijratuhu ila ma hajara ilaihi" (bhagian.....tu ade satu word yg ana x igt sgt sori2)maksudnye: Sesungguhnya setiap amalan tu adalah dengan niat, dan sesungguhnya setiap sesuatu itu adalah berdasarkan apa yg di niatkan olehnya, maka barangsiap berhijrah kerana Allah dan rasulnya maka hijrahnya kerana Allah dan rasulnya....."(smpai habis..xperlu difokus sgt)
Yg penting berdasarkan hadis ni, ape yg kite buat berdasarkan niat, membunuh itu haram tp kalau membunuh utk pertahankan diri jd tidak berdosa, berkata:"ak mendustakan Allah" adalah haram tp utk memelihara jiwa adalah harus.
Jd boleh diaplikasikn dlm situasi boikot ini juga.
Spekulasi mengatakan membeli barangan AS adalah umpama membunuh seorang umat islam di Palestin, inilah kenyataan yg saya bantah.
Berdasarkan hadis, jika niat membeli barangan tersebut adalah utk kegunaan peribadi maka hukum nya adalah harus.
Duit yg kite dah berikan telah digantikan berdasarkan urusniaga islam utk barangan tersebut, bukan utk senapang dan senjata api utk org Israel.
Jd berdasarkan hadis niat ini hukum boikot adalah tidak wajib.
Terpulanglah pada masing2 utk lakukannya.

(3,sokong sunat boikot)Pada zaman Nabi Ibrahim dulu, ketika nabi ibrahim dibakar di dlam ape yg marak.....
ade sekumpulan burung terbang di situ terlihat kejadian itu.
Maka Presiden kumpulan burung itu pn berkata" Mari kwn2 ku semua ambik air dlm paruh dan simbah ke arah api tersebut"
Kata seorang AJK kumpulan tersebut pula:"Kenapa kite nk buat begitu, bukankah dgn paruh yg kecil ni kite x mgkn dpt padamkan api yg marak tu?!"
Pres. jwb:" wahai kwn ku, sesungguhnya kite haruslah lakukan sesuatu sedaya upaya kite utk membantu agama Allah, walaupun saya tau ape yg kite lakukan x mgkn padamkan api tp sekurang-kurangnya kita sudah lakukan yg termampu, malulah kita dgn tuhan jika tidak cube membantu dgn daya usaha yg mampu kita lakukan"(lbey kurengla)..
Jd berdasarkan cter ni plak, walaupun kite tau ygboikot AS x mgkn dpt lumpuhkan ekonomi dorang, tp sekurang-kurangnya kita lakukan sedaya yg kite mampu.

Jd nmpaknya sekarang keputusan wajib boikot(VS)tidak wajib boikot adalah (1-2)Nmpak nya keputusan nya berat ke tidak wajib boikot, jd ape tunggu lagi mari ustaz2 or ustzh2 di sana bg hujah utk membantu wajib boikot or menambahkan lg tidak wajib boikot..sekian...Assalamualaikum..

so..mcm maner?
ape pendapat korang lak?

aKu di tAgGed??!! first time sey...

2009-02-25T22:18:00.003+08:00

1. List these rules on your blog.

2. Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog.

3. Tell 6 unspectacular quirks of yours.

4. Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their namesas well as links to their blogs.

5. Link the person who tagged you.

6. Leave a comment foreach blogger you've tagged.

~7 facts bout me!~

aYie

single

tgh dok kt atas kerusi(duh!)

lepasan spm

menganggur

truly jbian

luv books(ha3~really meh?)

~6 unspectacular quirks bout me~

sensitive

self-confidence

touching

a bit weirdo(ha3~)

live in my own world..

sleepless(wawawa)

~people i tagged~

x rase nak tagged sesaper la...

~people who tagged me~

a man in a home

http://nothingtobedisplayed.blogspot.com/

FriEnds iN lyFe!-Part 1

2009-02-20T15:11:00.006+08:00

Assalammualaikum....

at last,after a few miserable months,i've accepted friends are an important part of me besides my family in my life..so,i've decided to wrote sumthing bout them in my blog...i know my closest friend will say "bpe byk kali ko nk ckp daa?"or "ye la Al,ko dah byk kali ulang."
ha3~yes,,i will definitely not stopping saying bout u people...i luv 2 mention how special are they n how worth are they in my life...in friendship....sincererity is the priority..no matter how stupid,ugly,clumsy,beauty,pretty or whatever it is,the important is sincere..i never had a best-friend(how is it the feeling having a best-friend huh?)...becoz 4 me everyone is my bestest!x pandaila nk lyn org beza2...Friends thought me a lot...i'm very lucky bcoz i had so many kind of friend...u know what?eventhough i've been through worst experiences in my life in 5sc7..
they definitely my closest friend after all..we've been through happy and saddy<---do they hv this word?agaga..moment 2gether almost all the time..yeah..its very true..i know not all of my classmate will agree with me..yes..bcoz we always fight2 n fight!but doesnt that show that we are close?nobody outside of the class knows the real of u better than ur classmate!most of the time in a day u'd spent with ur classmate..hmmm..i never hate people b4 this,if i dont like a person, i will juz ignore him/her and let them been through their life with their own way...hey..nobody perfect rite??u've got to give other person a chance..by the way,who am i to hate other people..im nobody...a few months past,i do hate a person..i hated that person until i feel like i want to destroy his life..but my mind and heart says that my hatred will never bring up true happiness,revenge doesnt bring any good things..you know what will i do?i will never disturb his life anymore like he wanted 4 a very long time....lost one,u get another one that is better 4 u..that is ALLAH S.W.T promises...pEaCe out!

mY dEar scHool~

2009-02-19T23:02:00.004+08:00

hye kwn2!
ni ade satu song lyric..tp muziknye xder..
ia di cipta oleh kwn ak yg sme td..GilaMonster!
hahaha~~aku mmg ske sgt ngn karya2 die nih..
so,klu ade sesape yg interested in composing this song..
juz alert me cpt2 kayh??
this time she wrote about our school or lebih tepat lgi about our class time zaman2 oldies dlu..
ha3~aku xlehla nk mention ble ngn kt mne ekk untk mnjge nme bek sesetgh pihak...
tp mmg ade kebenaran yg tersiratla dlm lgu nih..
so..enjoy it!peAce!

DeAr scHool!

what the hell is going on
my world starts spinning on
light turn off and on
my class will be upside down

people say my school is the best
but you'll never know its full of pest
whenever you enter the class
the teacher will say kiss my ass

dear school,dear school
i dont want to be a fool
dear school,dear school
its not april fool
what happened to my school

when mom says respect the teachers
and dad says go ahead with your future
my head already full of pressure
and i dont see any pleasure
when the discipline books are full of names
and they;re not going to be fame
i think the teacher will be the same
and my school will be lame

hey dear school,dear school
its not me the only one who's been fooled...

so,what do you think???

pAtuT ke haiWan dikUrunG???

2009-02-19T16:02:00.002+08:00

k,citer kt zoo lak..aku x rase binatang patut dikurung kt zoo..kesian kt dierg..ade seekor helang nih…di ikat kakinye..bile die try nk terbang rase cm terseksa sgt…pandangan mate seekor singa pn menunjukkan dieorg sedih…monyet2 kt situ pn mcm x rela dikurung…aku sempat ambik beberapa gambar binatang kt situ..tujuan aku bwk kamera sbnrnye tok merakamkan wajah2 gembira mereka yg hadir kt situ…tp x berkesempatan lak….so..ni je lah yg dpt aku paparkan… coMe on Guys!save the aNimals!!he3~

bUnkface-Bunk Anthem

2009-02-19T15:44:00.005+08:00

yo guys!!

enjoy sinGing tHiz sonG
wawaweee~

Give me a B,U,N,K,F,A,C,E now
Welcome to the bunk show OH OH
Give me a B,U,N,K,F,A,C,E now
Welcome to the bunk show OH OH
Everybody
OH OH OOOOOH repeat .
HEY HO! HEY HO LETS GO!!!
chorus:
DONT STOP, GONNA MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND UP
TRY TO MAKE IT TO THE TOP
DONT GIVE IT UP!! 2x
Give me a B,U,N,K,F,A,C,E NOW!!!
THATS IT!! LETS SING ALONG!!

wHy aRe u sTill heRe??

2009-02-19T14:37:00.003+08:00

hullo~
ok..ni ade satu poem..poem ke?ntahla..ha3~
klu korg x nk ex2 korg kcu korg lgi..
try arr post bende ni kt dorg..
mesti dorg terharu...kikikiki..
btw,aku tgh mencari penulis sbnr bende alah ni..
nme die nuraisyah aminah a.k.a GilaMonster kot..
die ni peminat emo..ha3~
klu sesape jmpe die alert ak cpt2!
die kwn lme ak..
lost cntct da due taon..
die hbt gle klu wat bende alah cmni..
eh2~
terpromote lak..
k...this it is!!tadaa!!

Why r u still here
i wonder,i wonder
wasnt it enough giving me thounsands of pressure
so,why r u still here
its over
dont u understand
dont i make it out clear
or do u want me to kill u with my bare hands
go back to where u belong
please dont come to me
between us there is nothing
nothing would change i want it
nothing would change the way i say it
so,why r u still here
its not that i hated u
or i fell damn stupid leaving u
not even close to loving u
theres nothing now between me and u
so,why r u still here...

oRigiNalLy pRepared bY,
-GilaMonster-

alhamdulillah..

2009-02-18T12:30:00.000+08:00

assalammualaikum!
hye everyone~
wah~
akhirnye aku berjaye membuat satu post di sini..
setelah menjelajah bermacam-macam jenis blog kt site ni..
aku decide "aku pn nk bwat satu la.."
he3~
blog ini saje suka-suki di cipta..
ntok berkongsi pendapat..
bercerita mengenai kehidupan..
adlah di ingatkan bahawa ap yg aku post kt sini selalunye akn menjadi cerita ak dan pendapat2 ak..
so..klu korg x stuju ap yg utarakan kt sini boley la tego2 eyh..
peace!